Why did you choose me?

Please

Justin's pov:

I let go of the hug and continue crying on his lap.

Me: I'm sorry I just had the worst dream that I was at school and y-you and this other kid were beating me up and you said you never liked me you only felt bad f-for me. 

Raegan: Oh Justin you know what would never happen!

Me: I-i know. I feel like I had thay dream because you left. Last night I went back in the house and I almost had a panic attack and I-

I stopped talking. I didn't want him to know I cut.

Raegan: You what?

Me: Nevermind.

Raegan: Justin! What did you do?

Me: Nothing Raegan why do you even care? I'm sure you don't!

I get off of his lap and stand up looking away from him.

Raegan: Are you serious? OF COURSE I CARE JUSTIN. I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE BUT I HAD NO CHOICE LAST NIGHT. I LOVE YOU NOW TELL ME WHAT YOU DID!

I tear up and turn around. He looks mad. I sigh and roll up my sleeve. Once he sees what I did his jaw drops and he looks scared.

Raegan: Jj do you mind leaving the room.

His friend nods and he goes upstairs. Raegan gets up and comes closer to me. He grabs my arm, not too tight, and stares at my cuts.

Me: *begins crying* I'm sorry.

Raegan: No No Justin I'm sorry *crying*

Me: No I shouldn't have done this. I just flipped out last night.

Raegan: B-but I made you do this. I'm sorry I'm sorry Jay I love you so much.

Me: I love you too don't worry about it.

I put my sleeve back up and look down. He sits back on the couch and pats his lap telling me to sit on his lap. I do facing him.

Me: Raegan please.

Raegan: Please what.

Me: We need to figure something out. Your the only reason why I'm kind of alive right now. Please I want to be with you. I need to be with you. Without you I don't know what to do. I pannic and throw things and.....cut. Please.

Raegan:....Ill be right back stay here.

I nod and get up. He goes upstairs and I sit on the couch going through my phone. 2 minutes later he comes back down and picks me up.

Raegan: I have 2 questions.

I got nervous. I nod.

Raegan: 1, Do you wanna spend the night?

Me: Sure let me just text my mom.

I take my phone and start texting my mom when he takes my phone and throws it back on the couch.

Me: Hey. I need to text my mom.

Raegan: Justin Blake?

Me: Y-yea?

Raegan: Will you be my boyfriend?

Omg! Did he just ask me that? Ahhh!!! Here come the tears. A lot of them!

Me: Y-yes Raegan of course.

I kissed him and He hugged me. I was clinging to him like someone was going to take me off of him. I can't believe it.

Me: *mummbles into Rae's shoulder* I love you.

Raegan: I love you too.

We let go of the hug and he sits down on the couch with me in his lap.

Raegan: Justin?

Me: Yea?

Raegan: I'm so sorry about all of what I have caused you. I shouldn't just walked away on you like I did. I shouldn't have thought we weren't going to end up together. But I relized I can't live without you either. I love you so much! You are so adorable and sweet and so much more. I never want to leave you.

Me: Thank you Raegan! I love you too you are so cute! I wish you never had to leave me.

He kisses me and I grab my phone. I text my mom.

Me: I'm spending the night at a friends house down the street.

Mom: Ok bye.

Isn't she nice 😑. I didn't want to get clothes from my house so I would just stay In my outfit. Jj, Raegan's friend, came back downstairs. We introduced ourselves and he turned the lights off and put on a scary movie. I cuddled up into Raegan's chest because I didn't really like stary movies. We watched "the bye bye man" Oh hell No!

Me: What the fuck is that? *whispers to rae*

There was a jumpscare and I looked away and buried my head in Rae's chest. He played with my hair and wraped his muscular arms around me. I felt safe.

Raegan: Jj do you mind if we change-

I cut him off my kissing him.

Me: *whispers* I'm fine Rae. I have you.

He smiles.

Raegan: Nevermind Jj.

Rae keeps his arms around me and we continue the movie. Another jumpscare happened and I jumped!

Raegan: Your okay I got you my love *wispers*

I calm down very quick and blush.

The movie ends and I was really tired. Me and Rae slept on the couch. I was in his arms the whole night. Neither of us moved. I was very happy to finally call him mine. Even if I had to just keep to myself!

Kind of a short chapter but I hope you all liked! Please comment and vote bb's 😘
●Samantha Sarno●