Are You Really Going to Kill Me ?

I Love My Bestfriend, He Loves Me Too but He Wants To Kill Me. Great. [6]

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I was to depressed to even get up the next morning. Everything that had rolled into my line of sight yesterday had taken a toll on me. Kiru told me to tell someone but I needed some time to think... I needed time to soak the information in. I groaned. The darkness overcoming me once again. I breathed in heavily. What was I supposed to do? I couldn't kill Kiru....what the hell was this?! Did our family ancestors find this as some fun game?! This was stupid.

"Snow?" Retanzi asked walking into my room. "What's wrong little sister?" He asked as he walked closer to me. "Have you been crying?" He said not letting me answer any questions, though I wouldn't have answered them anyways.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked him. Retanzi looked confused. "Why didn't you tell me two years ago that I would have to kill my best friend?! IS THIS SOME SICK TWISTED GAME TO YOU?!" I said everything flowing out of me like a river. "Did you think I would ENJOY doing this? That I would be happy to chop my best friend's head off?" I knew I could do it but I wouldn't. I refused to. "Did you...did you know about dad?" I asked him and Retanzi just looked away and nodded. I started crying again. At this point crying hurt more than it helped. I didn't know what else to do. What else could I do at the moment? My heart was breaking into three seperate pieces and I didn't know what to do. Retanzi just looked at me while I cried.

"Snow stop." He said to me toughly. "We have training to do." He said.

"I'm no doing it." I said. "I'm not."

"What are you talking about? Of course you'll do it. It's your destiny." Retanzi said philosophically but I didn't care. I wouldn't listen.

"No, if I'm supposed to be an "angel" then how do you expect me to kill someone. Someone I love more than my own life. Let him take me, but I won't kill him." I said and Retanzi didn't have an answer because I was right.

"Snow, I know this is a lot for you to Cope with right now but-" Retanzi tried to say.

"NO, IT'S NOT "A LOT" IT'S MORE THAN ANYTHING I'VE EVER DEALT WITH. Why is it that everyone else knew about this stupid thing but I didnt?" I asked and then I knew the answer to that. It was obvious. I would have killed myself at the thought of having to physically hurt Kiru on purpose. I fell back on my bed form where I was sitting up. "Get out." I said with venom. Retanzi tried to say something. "GET OUT. I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANY OF YOU RIGHT NOW." I said and turned away from him on my bed.

"You'll understand soon Snow..." Retanzi said as he walked out.

"Shutup." Was all I could muster up to say before I broke out in violent sobs again.

((Enter Kiru))

I sat somewhere. I didn't even know where I was. All I did was stare up at the stares and wish. Every time I saw a shooting star I would wish all this would end and everytime I knew nothing had changed. Seeing Michie like that....seeing her in so much pain....seeing her being taken over by Kora tore me apart. I don't know how Taro had taken control for so long. It...I didn't understand it. Was it because I wanted to kiss her so badly. Was this all happening because of my teenage lust? It was my fault anyways. I kissed her. I bashed my head against the roof of whatever I was on.

"You know you enjoyed it." Taro said. I saw his spirit. I growled at him. He had long untamed red hair with white eyes. I despised him with all my heart.

"Go to hellllllllll." I said not looking at him.

"Aww, you have an attitude? We're getting the throne this time Kiru, Kora's too old and that girl is to powerful for her to control her for a long amount of time. We've got this in the bag." Taro said.

"How can you be apart of me and be so insensitive towards Michie?" I asked him without looking at him.

"Ha, I've been through this kid. I don't need to feel the love you feel. Actually you two are weird. Why do you like each other? You're supposed to hate each other." Taro said sitting cross legged.

"Because some of us believe there's more to life than a title...or ownership." I said to him and he snickered.

"Like looooove?" He snickered. "Yeah right. Besides the only love I know is in the bedroom." He said winking at me. I rolled my eyes.

"Get a girlfriend and a new body while you're at it." I said.

"Why? So that you can die and I can still be on the lose? Yeah, that would help!" Taro said sarcastically.

"Well, why don't you. It's not like I'm worth anything or powerful so, you'd be better off just letting me die and then going off to find a better body." I said to him and he winced.

"Ha, sure." He said not answering my question. What did this mean? Something I should know probably.

"Why didn't you answer me?" I asked him sitting up.

"Well, since you can't get rid of my anyways, you are powerful. Actually it took me twelve years to get the whole controlling thing under control." Taro said with a laugh. I slitted my eyes at him and rolled away. I missed Michie-Yuki....I wanted to see her....I wish I had a picture...or something...

[[Enter MichieYuki]]

Three days full of sulking and Teddy and Retanzi trying to cheer me up and go train but I always refused. I was too sad. Too depressed. They knew what had happened when Kiru all of a sudden started hating me and never talked to me. That was a pain in the rear end for them. I knew it was. I wouldn't leave my room and all I did was cry and drink apple juice. I have always had serious issues when one of my loved ones leaves me. When I was a baby and my mom died they said I wouldn't stop crying. I can't believe my dad just ran off and abandoned us. That makes me angry.

So I'm alone. At night. No ones around. I suspect they have people posted outside my door just in case I decide to get up and come out. Then they would attack me and force me into training. They don't know me. I could take both of my brothers down with one hit. Doesn't matter who it is.

So it's, about three in the morning and it's pitch black outside. There's a knock at my window. At first I blow it off as the wind. The second knock made me think it was coming from the door but the third made me wonder. I sat up and looked around. Another knock. They came every thirty seconds or so. I walked over to the window not even thinking about the danger I could have been putting myself into. I opened my window and someone jumps in attacking me.

"SNOW!!" Kari yelped.

"Karriii!" I said and started crying again.

"What's wrong?" She asked concerned. I handed her the note that was still in my pocket though it was well worn from me reading it over and over. As she read she got a sad look on her face. "Oh baby girl." Kari said and wrapped me up in a hug, even though I knew I stunk. She didn't care. She rubbed my back as I cried and I just got a motherly feel from her. I loved Kari. "You know what you have to do right?" She asked with a smile in her eyes.

"Whatever's right?" I asked her. It was her thing. She had parent's who always told her she was wrong for her decisions in whatever she did. So that was when she came up with her little slogan/motto. She'd always say "You know what you have to do." And if the person didn't know the answer she would say, "whatever is right.". I always lived by her Slogan and that was what I was gonna do now. I had a game plan and these kids, including this Jonah character, would never see it coming.

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