Jealousy

6// Trevor's Secret

Sierra's POV:

I look straight to Sara as all the guys walk out of the house, "Spill!"

"Uh what?" She obviously didn't want to tell us what happened in the closet. "It's no big deal really. It's stupid actually. We didn't even do anything."

"Ph sure. All of want to know so you are going to tell us." "Fine fine. Let's sit down." We all sat down eagerly wanting to know exactly what happened between Sara and Trevor.

Sara's POV:

For real nothing did happened romantically...

"Ok first as you know he grabbed my hand. It made me uncomfortable. We're best friends and we've held hands before but that just felt different. Like he was ready to tell me something." Before I could start again SIerra interrupted.

"He likes you. He told me. Ok continue." Everyone but Sara's eyes got wide.

"Yea. I know he likes me. He told me right when we walked in the closet. He was still holding my hand when he said that so I tried to let go. But you wouldn't let go. Before I know it he is leaning in to kiss me. His lips touch mine slightly before I turned away. Ladies, he kissed me. My best friend." I feel guilty for not kissing him back.

"C'mon Sara you should try to give him a chance." Cassie says.

"I don't know... He's my best friend. I'm not sure that I am going to date my best friend. I love him, as a friend, I've never been attracted to him in that way. Anyways I knew we had to be in there for 7 minutes so I just sat down and he sat next to me."

Crap. I'm gunna cry. I tried to continue on, "We started talking... and just I don't know how we got to what we were talking about, before we knew it, it had been a lot more than 7 minutes." I feel the tears coming and feel like I my throat is swollen shut not allowing me to say anymore. "Um Sara? You alright?" Aspen asks. Tears are streaming down my face now and I can feel my mascara running. Serena comes to hug me and tells me, "You can talk when your ready. Whatever it is, I'm here to support you." She holds me in her arms for a while. I decide I should ask Trevor if its alright to be telling my friends.

Me: Hey man. Can I tell all the girls about... it?

Trevor: yea its okay I just don't want it spread around school yet so they can't tell anyone, yet.

Me: Sure thing. Remember. I'm always here when you need help. I love you Trev :)

Trevor: Thanks Sara. I knew it was the right choice on telling you first.

"Ok. I'm ready." I wipe my eyes, wipe my nose, and take a deep breath. "Trevor has lung cancer." That's it. Only those words and I'm bawling all over again. I begin to yell. "Screw this life! There is not use to it anymore! There's just no use to living! Why would God do this to me! Why him! He's so precious and nice and perfect. Why him..."

Trevor's POV:

I found out two days ago I have lung cancer. I would never of known if there hadn't been a pain in my left shoulder while jogging one day. It felt terrible, like someone was stabbing me. I decided I should tell my parents. I tried touching the spot where it hurt but it would send lightening jolts of pain throughout my lungs and chest. I've never been in more pain in my life. My mom decides to take me to the doctor. Before I know it I am getting a PET scan waiting for the results to come back. Sure enough there is a small cancerous tumor in my lungs. A thousand thoughts raced through my head. What's going to happen now? How did this happen? Will it spread to become worse? How am I going to tell my friends? Sara... Will I live long enough to have a life with her?

That was two days ago. I haven't gotten used to the fact that I have cancer. Actual cancer. A 17 year old with lung cancer. I need to tell the guys. I'm not really close with Logan and Nate so I wait for them to leave. "Hey, Loren stay here for a minute. I need to talk to you."

"Yeah what's up."

"Dude, I found out two days ago that I have... um... I have cancer. Lung cancer." Silence. Loren doesn't say a word. One minute later he collapses to the ground in tears. He begins to mumbles words as I make out as, "No no no no no no. This isn't real. No. No. Please this can't be real." Loren looks up at me. "Is this for real?" "Yeah. I'm so sorry dude." Right then I see my mom drive around the corner. "You coming with me Loren?" He sniffles and nods.

Hello lovely readers! I'm so sorry that I haven't updated. I have no excuse. Sorry! I will try to update regularly from now on. Hope you liked this chapter. How did you react to Trevor's secret? Comment what you thought and please vote! Thank you!!!!