Fight Your Demons (Brendon Urie X reader) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 1- Reunited

A/n- I just lost a whole fucking chapter of a new book 2,000+ words ugh I hate lifeeeee

I woke up from my nap looking at the time 9:30 me and Ryan were supposed to be at Brendon's at 10:15, I quickly got up and went into Ryan's room. I shook him and said random shit into his ear, I remembered one way to wake him up "y/n ross should die!" I yelled sitting on the floor of his bed. Ryan shot up "the hell did you say about my si-" Ryan looked at me in his bed "morning sleeping beauty" I said jokingly "never wake me up like that" Ryan said rolling his eyes. Ryan rubbed his head "what time is it?" He asked "9:35" I said Ryan jumped out of bed "shit I forgot to set my alarm "Ryan said "anyways thanks for waking me up I'll meet you downstairs?" Ryan said grabbing clothes "yep" I said and walked out

I went to my room and got black ripped jeans and a white shirt, I did my hair and some makeup, after I was ready I went downstairs to Ryan who was looking for his keys "really Ryan again" I asked Ryan was running around looking for the keys "hush" he said. I walked over to the jacket rack and looked in his jacket pocket and took out the keys, I dangled them in my hand Ryan sighed I threw him the keys and we got in the car

-time skip cause why not-

I had to admit I was excited to see Brendon,Dallon,and Spencer, me and Ryan had to go arrange things for our parents funeral so we didn't get to really talk or see the guys for about a month, we had all known each other since High school, the guys hand a band they made and still made songs and stuff they called themselves 'Panic! At the disco'. Me and Ryan got out of the car and walked up to the door, Ryan knocked and we were soon greeted by a happy Brendon he smiled at us and hugged Ryan then me, we walked in and were greeted by Dallon and Spencer, we sat down on the couch and started watching a movie, I noticed Brendon looking over at me a lot I just brushed it off

-another time skip I'm sorry don't hate me-

A few hours later we had watched about 5 movies I think I lost count, Brendon convinced us all to stay the night we didn't really have a say so I we agreed forcefully. Dallon got up with Spencer "were gonna head to bed, great to have you two back" Spencer said Dallon nodded we all said our good nights then they went up to there rooms. Ryan leaned over and whispered to me "meet me in the kitchen" I nodded and Ryan got up "I'm gonna go get some snacks" Ryan said then walked into the kitchen, I got up soon after "ill help" I said then went into the kitchen "what's up bro" I said quiet enough so Brendon wouldn't hear "hasn't Brendon been acting weird tonight" Ryan asked I had noticed but I didn't really want to admit it "no not really"'I said Ryan shrugged "maybe it's just be but ugh I don't know..I'm gonna head to bed..don't you dare do anything-" I rolled my eyes "yes I get it I wont do anything" Ryan smiled and hugged me "I love you y/n"'Ryan said "I love you too Ryan" ryan said goodnight and went upstairs, ryan was my only family left he acted more like a dad then a brother but it didn't bug me. I got some snacks so me and Ryan didn't look suspicious I went back to Brendon and sat on the couch putting the snacks on the coffee table

Brendon looked over at me after a few minutes of awkward silence "y/n?" Brendon said, I looked over at him "yea Brendon" I said "..I really missed you.." he said quietly, I blushed a bit "I missed you too" I said, we didn't talk much I soon started drifting to sleep, I felt a arms go around my waist and pull me close I smiled a bit realizing it was Brendon I cuddled up to him and started going back to sleep until I heard whispering

Brendon's pov

I put my arms around her, hoping she wouldn't move away she didn't I saw a smile go across her beautiful face when I noticed she had fine back to sleep I sighed "..y/n ross..I'm really hoping your asleep so you don't hear this..I love you I have since we met back in high school all I wanted to do was be your and protect you from those demons I know you have and help you through it all and never let you give up..god what I guess I'm trying to say is...y/n ross I-i love you... if you ever find out I hope you feel the same way" I felt her move and tensed up "..Brendon Urie...I love you too... " I had a feel of joy going through me I sat up and looked at her she had got up and faced me "really?!" I asked excited " yes Brendon!" She said smiling, I smiled back and stroked her cheek with the back of my hand. She blushed a bit I have to admit it was adorable "..sorry" I said before she could answer I kissed her,I kissed y/n the girl I love, the kiss lasted about a minute intill I pulled away, she smiled "don't be sorry" she said, I nodded

I wrapped my arms around y/n waist she smiled and cuddled her head in my chest, before I knew it she was asleep again, soon after I fell asleep pulling her closer

[heyyy guys in really proud of this story I'll probaly get no reads but idk let's see, make sure to comment stuff so I know you guys like it]]