Fight Your Demons (Brendon Urie X reader) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 7- Im sorry

Brendon's point of view!

I shouldn't have had those drinks..and pills..never.

Before we had gotten on the road a had a beer..or 3 then my pills for my adhd I had like 3 witch is only 1 more than I'm supposed to but I didn't think it would make a effect on anything

The flight was good- minus paparazzi at the airport.

Ryan told me to go see Jenna about something on twitter just getting up my head hurt horribly but ignored it I felt tipsy just ignore it, Jenna showed me the tweet gosh I was angry it didn't seem to bother y/n but it sure as hell bothered me

I did my reply best I could I would have done more but damn the beers were kicking in- ignore it ignore it ignore it

I went back to the front with the guys when my phone started going off. Halsey.

Brendon I need to tell you something important. At the party y/n and Josh hooked up I caught them...then josh made up the thing saying I wanted to break you guys up so I wouldn't tell you

Halsey leave me and y/n alone-and josh

She had to be lying? But josh and y/n were gone for a while- no no she wouldn't do that never.

I'm not luring haven't you noticed how they act? I mean they dated in highschool so it makes sense

I dropped my phone and stored off to the outside back of the bus. Yes I do notice she went to Josh's house fast then he came back perfectly fine! And a lot more shoot htne I've ever seen him! It has to be true

It's true- no no no it's the damn beer Halsey is a lair

It's true- no- it's true true true! Fine it's true god she has fucking nerve she out herself in the hospital when I cheated now she can cheat and let me write a damn sing about her! Little bitch!

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Y/n left the bus with ryan I think- why do I care she's a cheater right?

Josh stood up next great time to get in a fight with him "are you stupid Brendon! Me and y/n NEVER hooked up and we never will! She loves you she's told me aha many times you mean the world to her! Now look what you've done! She's somewhere doing who knows what! And seriously believing Halsey over me AND y/n! What the hell happened to the Brendon I loved for many years.."

Josh walked out followed by Tyler and Jenna. I sat on the couch and out my head on my palms. Spencer and dallon left too, I'm alone because I listened to a butch and too pills and beer and lost the girl I love

I grabbed my phone from my pocket and called Halsey no answer so I left a very nice message "your a liar. I can't believe I ever trusted you your so fucking rude your ruining everything! Stay the hell away from me josh and y/n!" I yelled then sent the message

I went to y/n profile and pressed call- no answer

I messed up why would I believe Halsey and not my friends..gosh y/n what have I done I won't last with ought her I need her in my life I need to see her smile laughs and just see her

I gathered my thoughts and walked off the bus everyone was standing outside they all seemed frustrated but at someone else...Ryan

"Ryan you just let her go! She could hurt herself!" Jenna said in a tone I've never heard

"Look I had to if she stayed here she'd hurt herself or worse trust me I'll explain later-" Ryan glared at me then everyone else did

"You better have a damn good explanation on why the fuck your hurt my sister!"