Fight Your Demons (Brendon Urie X reader) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 3- Hospitals and apologies

Brendon's' pov

Me and Ryan ran up to y/n's room locked ryan was yelling her name as I tried multiple times to kick the door in..it worked..eventually

We ran into her room and looked around ryan immediately went to her bathroom door locked "y/n! Please I can't loose you please!" Ryan yelled tears streaming down his face

I wanted to yell for her and hug her and see her beautiful smile..but I know I lost that maybe forever. Ryan got the door open and what we saw was something out of a horror movie

Y/n was on the floor her arm gushing blood she was passed out from blood loss a blade next to her with so,e blood on it. "Y/n! Please no no no... Brendon call a ambulance" I nodded and took out my phone

"Hi I need a ambulance to (insert street and address) please hurry" I didn't listen to what the lady had to say I hung up and went next to y/n

You idiot this is all your fault

We put a towel around her arm the town was white it was now a bright red. I picked y/n up and took her carefully to the ambulance I couldn't wait any longer

Ryan went in the ambulance with y/n I took my car I know she probably didn't want me in there I could tell ryan didn't either

Y/n pov

He doesn't love you

My head was aching badly throbbing in the back

I slowly opened my eyes squinting due to the light, I heard a voice that sounded like Ryan's but I couldn't really tell "she's awake your awake!"

I let my eyes adjust to the light then looked over to see ryan crying with a small smile on his face "y/n..can you h-hear me.." ryan was shaking and looked like he hadn't slept in forever

"Ya..I hear you bro" I said giving him a small smile, I looked down at my arm it was covered in bandages

"I was so worried....I though you were ...de-

I cut him off I couldn't let him say that and I couldn't bare to hear it

"Ray I'm sorry...I was hurt I still am..I promise I won't leave you" I said grabbing his hand holding it tight

"Okay" ryan smiled a bit and got up "I should tell the doctor that your ya know awake"

I nodded and ryan walked words the door "what about Brendon" I blurted out I started biting my nails nervously

"He hasn't left he came in once but he's been sleeping in the waiting room.."

"Wait how long have I been ya know.."

"Three days.."

I sighed "um..can you let him know I want to see him?" I asked barely whispering it

Ryan nodded "he explained to me but he still hurt you so whatever happens.."

I nodded "I get it..thanks Ry"

Ryan nodded giving a slight smile then left shutting the door gently

My head was feeling a bit better but my arm ached as I tried moving it

Why talk to him he doesn't want you I mean why would he look at you then look at him he's  famous!

Get out of my head!

My head shot up as I heard the door handle move the door opened to reveal a sleep deprived Brendon

He didn't look at me he tried not to he looked down and went to sit next to me

"Y/n,.god I'm so so so sorry I fucked up badly I regret everything I did that night I regret hurting you.." Brendon slowly took my hand in his he was crying - so was I