24//vacation// to weird to live to rare to die

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by littlelfreaks

by littlelfreaks

Y/n's point of view

All darkness nothing else, it's a plain black room. There's a light in the corner. I walked towards the light only to be thrown back against the darker side of the room. I yell and scream at the light wanting to go there but being thrown back every time. I gave up and simply just cried the light kept saying name and memories making me only sob more.

"Y/n?" I heard a familiar voice say, I felt the person shaking me gently.

I opened my eyes and looked in the way I heard to the voice. Brendon. He looked at me with a concerned look and wiped away the tears off the cheeks with his thumbs. I actually cried in my sleep.

"You okay now?" Brendon asked sweetly, his voice was still laced with concern.

I nodded hesitantly. "Yea, I'm okay." I repeated that in my head.

Brendon just nodded and pulled me closer to him and began quietly singing something. I couldn't make out all the words but even then his voice still sounded heavenly. His voice calmed me down somehow, just his presence calmed me down. I really do love and need this man more then anything.

"What were you singing?" I asked once he stopped.

I felt him move I figured looking down at me, while I was asleep he or I had moved onto his chest. "New song" he said.

I looked up at him with a confused look." Your at writing songs, what's it called?" I asked.

He smiled. "Comes naturally, it's called Miss Jackson, at the moment" he said. "Hopefully part of the next album."

"Jeez you are fast at this. Does the album have a name?" I asked, I liked when he talked about his music, he did too.

"Again at the moment it's. 'Too Weird To Live To Rare To Die.' how does it sounds Dallon chose it." Brendon said.

I smiled at him. "I like it" I told him. He nodded.

"Can I have your opinion on a potential song?" He asked. I nodded and he cleared his throat.

'This is gospel for the fallen ones
Locked away in permanent slumber
Assembling their philosophies
From pieces of broken memories
Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart
Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart
The gnashing teeth and criminal tongues conspire against the odds
But they haven't seen the best of us yet
If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
'Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart"

"That's all I have down at the moment, but how does it sound?" He asked me.

Damn he has one hell of good voice. "That was amazing" is all I managed to spill out.

He smiled and nodded. "For sure going on the album then." He said.

We talked about music some more, he's really excited for the new album. Apparently there's only 1 more song to be written, Brendon said they had a lot of the songs done since afycso was released but they changed a few things. He wanted to tour again witch I honestly didn't mind. It would be a good distraction honestly. He said he wanted to do one half of the US then take a month brake then do the other half if possible. He and the guys agreed on that, Brendon wanted me to have a say in that. I thought it's a good idea and I know Brendon if I said 'it's up to you' he'd only but me for a answer. He said he's planning on releasing the album in 2 more or less months.

A/n- short chapter sorry. So yes I'm skipping Vices era I love that era but I don't know as much about it as I do about to weird, so yea updates will Most likely be on the weekend so yea!!