Fight Your Demons (Brendon Urie X reader) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 8- perfect

Y/n'a point of view

A day it was only a day
I wasn't with Brendon
but it seemed like a lifetime

As I stood there and hugged Brendon, I realized I wasn't scared he'd physically hurt me- the mental pain was the worst-'being honest Brendon has caused me mental pain but I trust him I trust he won't do that again I trust him this time- well I trust him more

I felt safe in his arms his warm strong arms- he pulled away from the hug with a huge smile on this face causing me to smile as well. His hands were on my shoulders. He looked down into my eyes and I looked up at his

"I know it was only a day but I missed you so so much" Brendon explained with his big bright smile never leaving his face

"I missed you too, I'm sorry for being sca-" I started before I was cut off by Brendon soft plump lips crashing again my cold chapped ones, I kissed back not because it was instinct because I wanted to.

We kissed having no intention of stopping until Jenna Tyler and josh pulled out their phones taking pictures as ryan yelled fake gagging. We kissed for another second or two before pulling away

Brendon looked over at Tyler,Josh and Jenna and stuck his tongue out at them making them all do a small laugh and out their phones away, I looked at Ryan who had a fake look of disgust on his face, I smirked and rolled my eyes at him he returned the eye roll

"You two done! I'm hungry" Tyler whined leaning his head on Jenna's shoulder as she smiled

"Yes we're done- lets go get food then" Brendon told Tyler as he took my hand and intertwined our fingers

"We're going to Taco Bell no questions asked!" Tyler announced and josh nodded in agreement

Ryan Spencer and dallon shrugged and we made our way out of the venue to the van we traveled the small distances in, we got to Taco Bell and we all ordered- I didn't really want to eat i told Brendon that but he got me food anyways

We all agreed to go eat on the bus. We would have eaten at the Taco Bell but it was small and crowded with some fans witch we didn't mind but we didn't want to be watched the whole time especially after northern downpour

We drove to the bus and got our bags of food and got into the bus and sat either on the couch or on the floor. Me and Brendon sat on the floor our legs crossed, I rested my head on his shoulder as he ate, we made a deal I'd eat tomorrow morning he said he'd take me out to breakfast for a small date

We all ate in pretty much complete silence besides small whispers coming from Jenna and Tyler.Everyone finished eating, Tyler and Jenna left to go to the mall I think. Spencer fell asleep, Dallon and Ryan went in the back to play video games josh was on his phone

"Y/n are you going to move back in here with us?" Brendon asked as he got up throwing his trash away, oh yea I kinda had all my stuff at the hotel

"Yea I will- can we go get my stuff now?"

"Yea sure lets go, josh you want to come?" Brendon asked josh as he looked up from his phone

"No I'll just stay here and relax unless you need help?"

"I think we'll be fine but thanks" I told josh he nodded and me and Brendon got in the van and he drove off the the hotel

We got to the hotel, I still had 1 night left "want to just stay here for then night?" I asked as we got in the elevator to go up to my room

"Sure well just have to go to the bus before the show" Brendon said as we got to the room

I got my key and unlocked the door and we walked in, my room was still a mess like I left it- didn't bother me it didn't seem too bother Brendon either

I threw my phone on the bed and let myself fall onto the bed, I heard Brendon chuckle then lay down next to me, I smiled and rolled on my side so I could face him, he did the same and I stared into his beautiful dark brown eyes

He leaned in and gave me a quick kiss on the lips, I smiled and felt a small blush crawl up onto my cheeks, I pulled up the sheets and covered my cheeks Brendon make a pouting face

"No covering your beautiful face" Brendon said in a whining tone tugging on the sheets

I giggled gosh I hate doing that- I let go of the sheets and he pulled them down a and smiled as he saw my face- gosh I love you Brendon Boyd Urie I really really do

He stared at me then kissed me again but didn't pull away, I kissed him back as he slowly sat up pulling my lips along with his, I wrapped my arms around his neck and he out his hands on my waist

We kept kissing passionately and Brendon slowly crawled on top of me. Should I be hating this? Doesn't this seem to early? No I want this- weird

We kissed more he gently tugged on the hem of my shirt, we pulled away for air and he slipped of my shirt, he didn't try and kiss he stared admiring the half of my body

"Your so perfect" Brendon mumbled as his eyes went back to my face

"Not as perfect as you" I replied he playfully rolled his eyes and started to kiss me again

----time skip sorry!!-----

Me and Brendon laid there tangled in the sheets up both completely naked, I was staring up at the ceiling breathing slowly trying to get my breath back, I heard the sheets moved and I turned on my side to see Brendon smiling at me

"What?" I asked smiling back at him

"Gosh your just so perfect I can't get over it" he says softly

I blushed and smiled, Brendon smiled and sat up revealing his bare chest "I'm going to shower then can we go grab clothes for tonight and tomorrow?"

I nodded "sure- but let's no make it obvious this happened"

Brendon laughed then got up and slipped his boxers on then went and picked up his clothes "ill try"

I rolled my eyes playfully "pfft fine go shower"

Brendon smiled then went I to the bathroom shutting the door, I got up and grabbed my clothes that were spread across the room and slipped them on

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A few minutes has passed, I was on the bed going through my phone when it started going off Ryan. I clicked answer

"Hey Ryan what's up"

"Where are you?"

"Well that for the hello, me and Brendon are at the hotel"

I heard him sigh annoyedly "okay- when are you coming back?"

"Tomorrow evening why?"

"Well just- forget it have fun I'll see you tomorrow"

I didn't get to respond before Ryan hung up, great he seems on edge and he doesn't seem to want to tell me

Brendon walked out of the bathroom, laying down next to me. I sat up and kissed his forehead "okay I'm showering now" Brendon nodded and smiled as I kissed him and I made my way into the bathroom

A/n- hope you enjoyed tomorrow y/n and Brendon have a real date!!!
Next chapter is gonna be really really sweet