Fight Your Demons (Brendon Urie X reader) [COMPLETED]

27//collar full

Brendon's point of view

Everyone left a hour or two ago, well everyone except Dallon, Ryan and Spencer I need them here for one of y/n's surprises. I have a lot of surprises that will only get better leading up to our official anniversary.

So starting with the cheesy type of things that she loves, that leads her to her first surprise, "don't fall asleep on me now" I chuckle looking over at y/n who's practically asleep when we're almost to our destination.

"I'm trying, it's G's fault he woke up at like 5am!" She complained laughing to herself. Her point is valid G woke up at 5 insisting we all spent time together before he and everyone else left a few hours later.

"I know, I know, just stay awake for a hour or two then I'll let you sleep deal?"

"Deal, how much longer anyway?"

I pulled onto the side of the road, since the surprise is down at the beach there no where to park the rental, so side of the road is a good option. I turned off the rental getting out of the car then going over to y/n's side opening her door. She thanked me then I took her hand and lead her down to the beach.

Once we got closer to the spot I covered her eyes with my hand making her grip onto my arm tightly. "What's with the grip? I'm not leading you to your death" I said laughing.

She laughed and I swore I could feel those eyes roll from under my hands. "I know still walking with no eye sight isn't very fun"

I smiled, we made it to the destination. I stopped in front of her first surprise making sure everything was in place before removing my hand from here eyes for her to see what I had done....

Y/n's point of view

Brendon took a deep breath then removed his hands from my eyes. What I see in front of me. Strings of lights hanging from tree to tree, attached to the lights are Polaroid pictures clipped on the lights, looking closely there writing on the bottom part of the pictures.

I smile brightly at all of this. He's outdoing it, and I love it. "So, these are all pictures of me you and all our friends some from tour and some random ones I managed to get. Here let me show you the writing." He said smiling bigger then me if that was been possible.

He took my hand and lead to to the beginning of a string of lights. "Read it." He urged me.

"1. Your smile." I looked at him confused explaining how I felt at the moment.

"It's 50 pictures for 50 reasons I'm in love with you." I think my heart just melted. I seriously am dating the sweetest man in the world. "I could name 1,000 if I wanted to but I didn't want to find 1,00 pictures" he said smiling.

I smiled and hugged him tightly. "I love you so fucking much" I mumble into his chest.

He laughs and wraps his arms around me "I love you so fucking much too y/n" we hugged for a minute or two before Brendon kissed the top of my head and pulled away. "Come on read the rest, or half of them then you can go home and sleep"

I agreed and we spent a bit reading all of the reasons, some made me laugh but most made me fall in love with him all over again witch is clichè but true in this case.

One said "I'm the moon and your my sun" witch is a reference to one of my favorite songs Brendon and Ryan wrote called 'when the day met the night'.

The very last on confused me though, it read 'we've waited so damn long we're sick and tired' . "Whys this one say that?"

"Collar full" this is Tyler's fault, Tyler taught him how to be cryptic as shit!

"Your cryptic answers will be the death of me."

"Don't worry you'll find out the answer soon enough love." He said unclipping the ,lights from the trees bundling  them up. Once he finished getting them down we walked back to the car.

I must've fallen asleep in the car because I don't remember walking inside,when I woke up I was in a hotel room bed. Brendon had his arm around me while watching whatever was on the tv. "Morning sleeping beauty." He said quietly

"Pfft it's like 2 pm" I said laughing sitting up.

"I know I know, how did you sleep?"

"Good, okay now close your eyes I'm giving you one of your gifts!" I said excitedly

He nodded and covered his eyes with the blanket. I went into the suitcase and grabbed the gift I got made, it's not nearly as good as his but I think he'll like it.

I placed it on his lap and counted down telling him to open his eyes too...

Brendon's point of view

I un covered my eyes to see a picture of me and y/n kissing on stage at one of the concerts. I smiled, "flip it over" y/n told me, I flipped it over and all over the back has a bunch of words. "All those words are how I'd describe you" she told me.

I read through them and it makes sense words she put are 'caring,funny,perfect,irreplaceable' etc. the whole back side was filled with these types of words.

I smiled and leaned over to hug her, she hugged me and kissed me. "Thank you I love it." I told her

"Oh there's one more thing" she said then got up going back to her suitcase. It was in a box, she handed me the box and I opened it up and inside was a good microphone.

"Next tour and tour after that and tour after that this is the only microphone I'm using."

"Check the bottom" she told me.

I flipped it over so I could see the flat bottom of the microphone that read 'Brendon Urie of p!atd' that was engraved at the bottom, I didn't even know that was possible.

Authors note:

So this chapter isn't as long as I wanted it to be but I'm working with what I got so I hope you liked it. Dude Brendon has been live streaming and Instagram a lot and I'm living for it.
Dallon's new song 'choke' is really good.