Fight Your Demons (Brendon Urie X reader) [COMPLETED]

22-vacation// well fuck you universe

Brendon's point of view

I smiled and turned around to see y/n on the ground her eyes closed. I run over to her my heart racing and racing I grab her hand and start mumbling things I don't even understand. Only a few seconds later everyone's either at my side or running down the cliff to get ready for whatever's next.

Ryan's kneeling beside me also saying things I can't seem to make out. Josh is talking to someone on the phone a ambulance I'm guessing.

I hear sirens in the back and pick up y/n bridal styled and carefully but quickly take her down to the ambulance, they take her from my arms and lay her on the stretcher. I can't seem to gather my own thoughts the worst comes to mind while seeing her like this. She has to be okay she needs to be okay, especially with the upcoming plans.

I snap out of my thoughts when a paramedic starts speaking, "any family member or spouse can come with us, the rest will have to drive to the hospital" the paramedic said.

Ryan nodded and got in the back of the ambulance, I swear if I wasn't this nervous I would have said I'm her husband (witch I hope to be one day) and just be able to how with her.

We all hop in the van, Gerard drives us. It's a silent car ride the only things heard were the small sobs of Jenna. Everyone's trying their best to not cry  but it's only getting harder and harder.

We get to the hospital from following the ambulance and practically run in and into the waiting room. Ryan's already there obviously, they told him we can't see her yet but they'll tell us what's wrong soon- hopefully.

We all wait in the waiting room silently all doing something, I'm tapping my foot Ryan's pacing madly and Dallon and josh are biting their nails, like y/n would be doing.

It seems like a lifetime before someone walks in, the doctor I'm guessing. "You all here for y/n ross?" He asks, we all nod and he nods as well. "Okay well y/n's fine, she just passed out from stress. She's starting to wake up I need to talk to.." he looks down at his clipboard "Ryan, then one of you can see her" he adds then walks off with Ryan following.

Ryan's point of view

The doctor leads me to y/n's room. She's laying on the hospital bed still passed out but waking up like he said. "So mr. Ross, we have a suggestion that should help but of course we can't force it upon her." The doctor says, I nod.

"Were you aware of her stress?" He asks, I shake my head to infer I didn't. "Okay, well my main suggestion is once you guys get back to Ohio, that you considering taking her into counseling" he says. I cringe at the thought. Y/n despise's counseling.

I nod anyway and he lets me know that she should be waking up soon then leaves, I sigh and walk over to y/n and place a kiss on her forehead and leave deciding to let Brendon have some time with her.

Brendon's point of view

Ryan walks out of y/n's room I'm guessing and filled us in, I have so many questions running through my head. Why didn't tell any of us she was stressed and now I'm questioning why she hates counseling I've done it once it wasn't that bad.

"Anyway, Brendon you can go see her for a bit. She should be waking up soon." Ryan said after he filled us in. "She's in room 115" he added before I walked off.

Her room wasn't very far so I got there pretty quickly. I walked in and sighed looking at her. I sat in the chair closest to her and took her hand in mine. I placed my lips on her hand and let them stay there for a while.

When I removed my lips from her hands I sighed again and ran my fingers through my now messed up hair. "Why didn't you tell me I could have helped.." I mumbled, even though a doubt she can hear me.

I sit in silence for a few minutes, then my phone vibrates. I pick up my phone and open a text from Ryan.

Ryan: Tyler and Jenna went to go get some food for all of us and Spencer went to go get extra clothes for us all.

I answered him with just a 'ok'. I sighed again and sat down and just stared at y/n, she still looks perfect. She always will look and be perfect in every way. I snapped out of my daze when i heard a small sound come from y/n.

I stood up and took my hand in hers hoping she's starting to wake up. Her eyelids moved but didn't open, I squeezed her hand softly hoping for anything back. I waited a few seconds then her hand squeezed mine back. I smiled to myself and cleared my throat.

"Y/n?" I asked softly.

I waited a few seconds again then her eyes slowly opened and found there way to me, she smiled a small smile that I gladly returned. "Welcome back to reality" I said quietly before I leaned in a placed a gentle kiss on her now cold lips.

"How long was I out?" She asked a bit worried.

I looked at the clock "only 2 hours" wow.

"Well fuck the universe that's too long" y/n said turning on her side.

Authors note: sorry this is short it was seriously too long so I cut it shorter and added a lot to make it better in a away- next chapters going to be really personal so I'm nervous but anyway hope you enjoyed- HAVE YOU LISTENED TO FOB'S NEW SONG I LOVE IT