Fight Your Demons (Brendon Urie X reader) [COMPLETED]

•//12//• I Write Sin's Not Tradgities

Brendon's point of view!

The dreaded red carpet I only say that because it's basically paparazzi but we're dressed right and expecting the pictures-still no matter what it's my enemy

I walked onto the red carpet with y/n on my arm almost immediately I heard yells and cameras flashing, again I expect it but hated it, people were yelling asking for pictures of me and the guys y/n noticed and kissed my cheek then moved back with Jenna

It kinda made me sad her not with me, but I guess that's why press wants- picture wise. Me and the guys let's the paparazzi have their pictures and some questions, then I went to y/n after what seemed like forever, Jenna Tyler and Josh had already made it inside while me the guys and y/n still were trying to get past everyone

Me and y/n got a lot of pictures taken- my favorite part. She looked beautiful just stunning, she got a few compliments from some reporters and camera men with I admit got me jealous but I wasn't going to flip out in front of everyone- or at all

Y/n got called by camera men to go stand with ryan for pictures witch she did, he and Ryan were honestly sibling goals they refused to take seriously pictures y/n looked adorable her and ryan goofing off

Once they finished y/n came back over to me laughing making me smile, we passed a few reporters then finally made it inside the actual venue, inside there was just a few reporters, me y/n and ryan went over to one reporter calling us while Dallon and Spencer went to another

"Hey! So you guys are nominated for 5 awards tonight! How does that make you all feel!" A reporter asked

Me and Ryan shared a look of confusion yet joy "uh- actually this is the first we're hearing of this- we only found out about video of the year like 5? 4? Days ago" ryan said

"Oh wow! Well you guys are nominated for 5! Well good luck to you all!" The reporter said as she ended her show or stream thing

We met up with Dallon and Spencer then made our way to the seating area, we took our seats witch Jenna Tyler and josh were already at, I sat by y/n and ryan as my heart started pounding out of my chest I felt as if I was having a heart attack or dreaming this seem surreal

Soon the lights dimmed and the show began. The 4 nominations we didn't know about we all lost sadly, then came the last award video of the year, my heart was really pounding now as the speaker read through the nominees

Me and all my friends were on the edge of our seats "and the winner is.....PANIC! AT THE DISCO 'I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDIES'!!!" I shot up immediately so did all the guys, I pulled y/n into a hug then ryan dallon and Spencer, I gave y/n a kiss then we made our way on stage, just as the lady handed me the microphone so,e random guy grabbed it and went off about how mtv didn't give him a show (true story google this shit)

Once the guys got escorted off stage we were handed our award, I walked up to the mic with Ryan and Spencer- Dallon was being shy, understandable "uh wow- first off thank you to all the fans who voted for us! This is just incredible" that's all I managed to get out before handing the mic to Dallon

"Wow- we'd like to thank all our friends and family who helped us achieve this and sticking by us" Dallon stuttered out then gave the mic to Ryan

"Thanks to our dictator for the video this is possible because of him! Uh thanks to our amazing friends and family who are currently on tour with us well specifically Tyler, Josh, Jenna and my sister y/n I love you guys so much thank you all" ryan said then we walked off stage and the show ended

I hugged y/n tightly this has to be on of the best days I've experienced, "I'm so proud of you" y/n whispered in my ear, I pulled away from the hug and kissed y/n

Ryan came and stole y/n from me engulfing her in a hug "who would have guessed my brother being up on that stage excepting a award with my boyfriend" y/m said smiling

"Don't ask me!" Ryan said laughing "would mom and Dad be proud?.." I heard ryan whisper making me frown

"Of course ry- even if you didn't win they'd be proud you were nominated for 5 damn awards they'd be more than proud of you" I heard y/n say back, she's perfect in every way possible I swear

Ryan nodded and finally let go of her, we all happily made our way to the vans, me y/n, ryan and josh took one while Tyler,Jenna Dallon and Spencer took the other. I drove and y/n sat in passenger our hands together

"Ryan when we get back to the bus I have something for you" y/n said turning around looking at her brother

Ryan nodded looking confused "okay? Is this good or bad?"

Y/n smiled and rolled her eyes "good 100% promise- we made a pact for this shit!"

I laughed "you two have a pact?"

Y/n lightly punched my arm "yes- 1.) we made it when we were like 10 2.) it's cute " y/n said turning back facing forward

"It was like 'I swear to never keep a secret from my sibling' and crap like that" ryan said

Y/n smiled "yea we went very creative 10 year olds" y/n said shrugging

"Me and Jordan made a pact thing too I don't been remember what it was though" josh said speaking for the first time since we got in the van

"See babe!" Y/n said a bit loudly laughing cutely if I'm being honest

"Okay okay you win" I surrendered and pulled into the area where the bus was at

Y/n jumped out quickly and ran to the bus, ryan shrugged and we all made our way out of the van

Ryan's point of view!!!!

Everyone soon arrived and we planted ourselves on the couch, y/n came our holding a envelope and handed it to me excitedly "open it!" She said smiling

I nodded and opened the envelope and inside was a old picture of me and y/n hugging when we were like 5? Maybe, then a paper was folded in the envelope as well that read 'to ryan.

One day your going to be famous and I don't doubt that you will be on stage singing playing guitar living your dream! You may think I'm wrong but I'm right your going to be something big!

Xoxo your sister, mom and Dad'

It was in a child's handwriting with all 3 of their signatures, I smiled then I felt tears of joy mixed with sadness fall down me face, I saw y/n crying too I jumped up and hugged her tightly this meant the world to me I can't put into words how amazing this feels to know my family knew I'd make it- and that y/n kept this

"Thank you y/n thank you so so so much" I managed to whisper in between sobs

"Your welcome" I heard y/n say barely in a whisper

I pulled away from the hug and smiled both our faces stained with tears, I looked behind me to see pretty much everyone in the bus with either misty eyes or full on sobbing, I smiled at them and chucked a bit,

"You guys don't even know what the letter says!" I said smiling

"Here I'll read it" y/n said picking up the letter reading through it, by the end on the letter me and y/n were crying again along with everyone else

I looked at y/n and she gave a tear filled smile, she got in the middle of the room and opened her arm, I went into them so did Brendon, then Jenna then Dallon and soon we were all in a big group hug

This is where I belong, this is where me and y/n belong
Here with all our friends- our family
This is where we're staying
With our family

A/n- new chapter later tonight!!! Low key this last part made me tear up