Fight Your Demons (Brendon Urie X reader) [COMPLETED]

30||Finale

Y/n's point of view

Brendon took out his phone then quickly shut it off and dragged me to the car speeding off like his life depended on it.

"Brendon slow down, what's going on?" I asked confused.

He slowed down the car now going the actual speed limit, but he didn't say anything back he just sat chewing on his bottom lip looking nervous. "Brendon what's going on" I asked again.

He took a long deep breath, we got to a red light and he quickly pulled out his phone. He mumbled something I didn't hear then handed me his phone with shaking hands.

I started getting nervous, I can't remember the last time I've seen his this scared, and it's scaring me. I shut my eyes closed tightly before opening them to read whatever was on Brendon's phone.

Dallon: fuck, we got into a crash, Ryan he's really hurt you need to get y/n over here. Now.

My heart felt like it was just stabbed over and over again. "I'm sorry" Brendon mumbled his voice cracking and quiet.

I didn't respond I couldn't I knew if k did I'd start crying uncontrollably. I just gave a small nod and shut off his phone setting it onto the middle console with my now shaking hands.

I felt the begging of a panic attack begin. Brendon took my hand in his and placed a gentle kiss on my knuckle. At the point I was crying, I felt the tears flow down my face followed by small quiet sobs.

He'll be okay, he'll be okay.
But what if he's not.

Those are the two things repeating in my head over and over again. I took my free hand and ran it through my hair. I can't loose Ryan, he's all I have left.

"Y/n, were here" Brendon said placing his hand on my shoulder. I guess I zoned out, well I did there's not guessing. My find was too busy being flooded with 'what ifs'.

I nodded and turned to face him. Brendon wiped my tears away with his thumb like he did earlier. "He's going to be okay, don't let those voices tell you any different" he said calmly placing a kiss on my forehead.

I nodded and mumbled a 'I love you' which he returned before we got out of the car and made our way into the hospital. Memories, bad memories filled my mind as we walked in. I never wanted to be in any hospital because of Ryan being hurt, yet here I am.

"Hello, who are you here for?" The lady at the front desk asked. I couldn't speak, I didn't want to risk anything.

"We're here for Ryan Ross" Brendon answered for me grabbing my hand and rubbing small circles on my hand to help calm me down.

The lady nodded and typed something on her computer. She pulled out two stickers labeled 'guest' then grabbed a pen. "First and lady names." She asked looking at the two of us.

"Brendon Urie and Y/n Ross" Brendon told her answering for the both of us. The lady nodded and wrote down our names onto the stickers then handed them to us.

We put them on our shirts before she told us where we could wait for Ryan. He was on the 3rd floor so we had to go up there to wait in that waiting room. Brendon took out his phone texting Dallon I'm guessing.

Brendon thanked the lady before leading us to the elevator. "You don't have to talk, but you don't have to stay quiet either y/n. You can talk to me." He said smoothly brushing hair out of my face.

"..I'm scared.." I said quietly looking up at his staring into his brown eyes. He pulled me into a tight hug. I nuzzled my face into his chest.

"I know, I am too." He mumbled. The elevator dinged meaning we were at the 3rd floor, Brendon pulled away and placed a gentle kiss on my lips.

We walked out of the elevator and into the tiny waiting room. Dallon and Spencer were in there. Dallon was pacing back and forth while Spencer was tapping his foot. They both looked at us once we were noticed by them, they stood up and walked over to us.

The four of us stood in a awkward silence for about a minute before Dallon spoke up. "I'm sorry y/n, fuck I'm so sorry there was nothing I could do" Dallon said his voice filled with stress.

I grabbed his hand. "Dallon, no one blames you. Please don't blame yourself none is us are mad at you, I promise" I told him, he gave me a sad smile and pulled me into a hug. I hugged his back while he mumbled 'thank you's'

"Did you guys get hurt?" Brendon asked once Dallon let go of his death grip on me.

"A few cuts and bruises, and my wrist but nothing serious." Spencer said, he rolled up his sleeve to reveal a small cast he had on his wrist. "I just fractured it" he said.

"How was Ryan the only one to get seriously injured then?" Brendon asked quietly.

"He was in the back with all the equipment." Spencer said. "So that did most of the damage im guessing" he explained.

We all moved our gaze down before Brendon spoke up. "He's going to be okay.." he said quietly to no one in particular.

Everyone looked back up and agreed quietly. "Can we agree that no one in this room is too blame, and that we won't loose out hope." Brendon asked us all.

We all nodded in agreement. Then Brendon pulled us all into a group hug which made me feel better then I did a couple of minutes ago.

"I love you guys so much.".

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Some random pov

Brendon, he's hurting. He hates seeing y/n this way. He wants to help but he knows the only thing that will help her is knowing Ryan is okay. He's scared for Ryan too but decides to hide it for y/n.

Dallon, he blames himself. It wasn't his fault and that voice in his head is trying to tell him that but he won't listen. He's worried Ryan won't make it and how Dallon will hold that regret forever.

Spencer, he's scared. Ryan's always been there for him and he hates that he can't be there for him right now. He's not letting his voices get to him. 

Y/n. She's scared out of her mind. She can't loose Ryan. She physically can't. She's breaking more every minute he's in there hurting. She's staying quiet not wanting to break down. She's trying to stay strong not only for herself, but for Ryan and their parents.

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Everything that happens next will change everyone's future for the good or worse.

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The end.