Chapter 10:

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I woke up early the next day. It felt my stomach was twisted in knots.

It was time to end it with Ashton.

I only had a few messages from Luke wanting to meet up again, but I couldn't answer him till Ashton was out of my life.

"Hey, can I come over in a few. We need to talk." I sent over a quick text to him.

"Sure." he responded quickly.

I slipped on a pair of sweats and an old sweatshirt that my aunt had got me christmas. I put my hair up in a messy bun and grabbed my car keys.

"Hi. Why are you here so early?" Ashton asked as he opened the front door of his flat.

"Look, I need to talk to you." I said taking his hand.

We walked into his bedroom, and sat down on his bed.

"What do you want to talk about?" he asked taking a deep breath.

"Ashton." I started.

I started to sweat.

I didn't think I could do this.

"I have been thinking, and I want to be completely honest with you." I said shaking.

"Say whatever you want." he said putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Im not the same person-I was." my voice started to shake.

Ashton gave me a confused look.

"Im not in love-." I stopped myself.

"What? With what?" he asked.

A tear fell from my eye.

"No. I didn't mean-."

"Your not in love with me anymore. I knew it. Your in fucking love with Luke again!" he yelled.

"No, Ashton I want to be with yo-."

"Fuck this. F-F-uc-k. Fuck everything. Fuck this whole thing!" he screamed throwing a pillow across the room.

I buried my face in my hands.

"Ash, I don't want it to end this way. I just-."

"I don't have time for your fucking shit! Get the hell out! I never want to see you again. You made it so fucking obvious that you were still in love with Luke."

"Ashton please!" I screamed crying uncontrollably.

He took a deep breath. I saw his eyes tear. It got quiet.

"No." he said looking away.

I let out a loud cry, sobbing into my hands.

We walked outside slowly, he stood in beside the front door.

"Thank you, for everything by the way." I whispered to him, giving him one last kiss.

He still stood there.

I walked out and gently closed the door.

That's when I first ever heard Ashton cry,

In forever.

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