Absolute~Luke Hemmings~

Chapter 27:

I ended up staying at Lukes that night, believe it or not.

It felt like we had never left each other, I had missed him so much.

"Good morning." he said entering the bedroom.

I woke up, looking around the room and I found that I was hugging a pillow, not LUke.

"Sorry," Luke said walking towards me. "I just went to get up to go get us some breakfast."

I gave him a smile and followed him into the kitchen.

"Help yourself." he said taking out the bagels out of a paper bag.

I grabbed a poppy bagel with cream cheese and sat down at the table.

"Vicky, I need to talk to you." he said taking a deep breath.

"Yeah Luke?" I replied taking a bite of my bagel.

"Last night was amazing, for me. It felt normal and natural for us to be together." he started to say.

"Yeah, me too." I replied smiling.

He looked down at the ground.

"I'm just not so sure yet." he said quietly.

"What do you mean?" I questioned him.

He took another deep breath, his voice starting to shake.

"Luke what are you trying to say." I asked him again.

"Vicky." he said.

"Yes."

"I have been seeing someone else, since we broke up..."

When he said that, my stomach felt like it got pounded with boulders.

"Wait what do you mean what do you mean?" I asked him confused.

"It means, I lied to you to this whole time." Luke said.

I was confused, what was he trying to say.

"I lied to you! I meant when we broke up the first time! When you cheated on me! I have been seeing her for about since that time all the way to this day! I lied to you the day of the lacrosse game that we broke up but we didn't! Okay?" he said trying to catch his breath after he had screamed.

Tears were rolling down my face, everything that happened between us, meant absolutly, nothing.

"So you mean, everything that fucking happend between us, meant nothing to you at all. And now its just going to be fogotten?" I said to him crying.

"No Vicky, I love you way too much, I didn't break up with her because I wasn't sure if I wanted to be with you or her." he said running his fingers through his hair.

I stood up out of my seat, and started to stomp towards the door as I cried.

"Vicky please don't leave me, I'm not even finished!" he yelled after me.

"Fuck no!" I screamed at him. "What you said to me just now, honestly fucking changed everything. Your a fucking ass hole Luke. A complete ass hole. You keep fucking seeing a girl while I'm madly in love with you and you knew how much I was in love with you!"

"Vic, but I was in love with you too! Don't you understand" he pleaded crying.

"No! I fucking don't. I don't have any time for your shit Luke, we are done!" I screamed.

"No Vicky please"

"Luke if you really loved me through all this, you would've knew I was the one you were in love with and would've broken up with her." I said to him crying.

"Please don't leave me." he said on the floor.

"It's over." I said quietly still crying.

I walked out the door quickly and slammed it shut. I took my car, which I got Luke for his birthday, and opened the door and sat in it.

I sobbed uncontrolably in front of the drivers wheel, trying to catch my breath.

It's over, the words repeated in my head.

It's over.