See you in hell (school)

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Winter's pov

I walk int the school moving my legs in front of the other, one step at a time through the people, feeling anxiety already. Knowing that I am going to see Isaac somewhere in the halls or in a class. How could he have hidden so well? I guess that I've only known him as a person with a face for a couple weeks. I mean yeah. I just felt foggy in my mind. He's such a dick. I don't understand why he would do this. Isaac is going to try to talk to me there is no nogotiating that and I am not ready. I have not spoken to him since that night and I don't want to frankly. I don't talk to people like him, I talk to people who I thought he was. Is he even really for me? Why am I letting him get in the way of my relationship with Luke? While infinity amount of questions continued to roll through my mind I walked into the cafeteria at lunch the questions never ceasing to stop since I arrived at school in the morning. I looked around for him even though I shouldn't. I looked around still couldn't find him, so I got my food and when I sat down Luke came with me, Jenny wasn't there to save me...she's sick. Had a cold and stayed home. I want to blame her for not coming because I am a little mad about her not being here today, but that would be a little cold hearted. LOL. Anyway I sat with Luke barely saying a word while we ate our lunch. I still looked around...until I saw him...and her. There's Isaac in the corner making out with a girl not his ex he just broke up with either just saying. I grunted in annoyance. He's such a fuckboy. I just need to forget about him, even though there's a stabbing in my back right now. I just need to ignore it and him. He needs to get the fuck out of my life because he is ruining it. I wish Jenny was here. I blocked out my bad thoughts as much as I could and tried my hardest to strike up conversation with Luke. I love him and I need to remember that because he is sweet and cares for me not to mention I've known him longer, trust him, can talk to him about anything, he always forgives me. Oh god he's an angel. Why am I trying to screw this up for myself my boyfriend is an angel literally. I need to get my head straight and deal with this. My conversation failed with Luke, but he is coming over to my house tonight and I am going to set things straight and right, because that is what he deserves, he needs someone good for him.

But

But what if I don't deserve him?

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