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Chapter 3

-Jack-

My first class was English with a small human women names Mrs. Simpson. She seemed nice.

I stood outside of the class waiting on her. I studied the hallway and tried to imagine all the things that had happen in the hallway. It had no lockers so everyone had to carry their stuff. The walls were lime green color and the floor had a white and lime green tile pattern almost like a checkered board.

Five minuets had past and I just leaned against the wall sighing. I was still wondering what my brother meant earlier in the car.

-flashback-

I sat in the car and looked at my brother. I had just asked him who puppy was. His face was hard and full of concern.

"Well?" I said beginning to lose my patience with my dear brother.

"You don't remember?" He asked quietly. I shook my head. Now I was confused.

"Am I supposed to?" I asked sitting back in my seat.

"Well yeah you are. He was a big part of your life before...You know." He said his ears on his head as he looked at me then the road. He knew I didn't like to talk about my past.

"Yeah....I know..." I said quietly as I let out a small whimper.  My ears pressed against my head and my tail against my leg.

"Puppy was your mate Jack." He said slowly. The dream flashed threw my head. I felt sick.

"Pull over." I said fast and he did. I got out and started to throw up.

After throwing up my brother opened the clove compartment and handed me some mouth wash. I spit it out and sat back in the car. He drove off.

"I'M NOT GAY!" I yelled my blood starting to boil.

"Yes you are Jack! That...That school they fucking changed you! You were happy and deeply in love. JACK! YOU! ARE! GAY!" He exclaimed

"WAS! I WAS gay Shaun Which means not anymore!"I yelled

"Then what about your mate?" He said quietly.

"Oh Well." I sighed. "What I don't remember never happen in my eyes. Besides I don't even remember the guy so it doesn't matter."

"and if he confronts you?" He asked. I gave him a glare clearly annoyed.

"I'd play dumb. Since I don't even remember his name or his face I wouldn't know." He shook his head pulling into the school parking lot.

"Your beast will tell you when You see him." He said cutting off the engine. I only looked at him in confusion.

"What do you mean my beast should know? Its the fact its been four years that he should have forgotten as well." I said slowly getting out.

"Trust me when you see him you'll know" He said as he started the car again. I opened the door and got out then I looked at him.

"Hey Shaun?"  He looked at me.

"Yeah?"

"Thanks for getting me out of that hell hole... I'd honestly started to believe that no one cared or y'all had forgotten about me" I said ears on my head.

"Just do me two things for me" He said.

"Sure anything!" I said ears perked up. I wanted to repay him back but I knew I never could but this was a good place to start.

"One, I want you to open up some more to me about what went on there and I do realize that will take some time considering you just got out. Two, don't be scared to embrace who you are. You are KK Colors and that will never change, don't let the fear of people finding out rule over your life choices. Its how people react to it and how you handle it that makes you a man." I sighed and nodded. "There's one more thing. When you see him...don't...don't be scared or grossed out. Just remember you WERE and WILL ALWAYS be gay, and either way your still my little brother and I love you like one and you being gay won't change that nothing will."