September 2012: Age 15
Dear diary,
It seems that I have been staying here for almost 2 years now since I moved.
I miss them.
I made new friends but some of them I still feel uncomfortable with. We're not really close yet.
I feel...lonely?
I have about 11 days left for my exam.
Some things are new to me at this place but I have a friend, Laila, that have been helping me on my studies. I really dont want to let her down.
I feel depressed.
A lot of things have change.
I desperately want to get good grades for my mum to be proud of me.
Laila doesn't seem to understand that I can't get good grades as she can.
Although I am thankful that she is helping, she would always pressure me on the exam.
Why is she so perfect? I'm so jealous of her. She is smart, can play piano, can speak out her thoughts, gives honest opinions and are just fun to be with.
I cant help myself but to ask;
"Why cant I be like her?"
"Am I no good?"
She's so different than me.
I hate myself.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Diary
Short StoryIt talks about the character's mind, emotions and what had happened in her daily life. The story shows the development of the character's mind through out the years. The message of this story is that, there is hope for happiness for everyone.
