I woke up the next day with a kink in my back, mainly because I slept on the couch. "Morning beautiful" Luke said cooking in the kitchen "thanks for leaving me on the couch" I had an annoyed tone. He cracked an egg disregarding my comment, "hungry?" he asked "no" I insisted as I grabbed my coffee and head out the back door.
We've been living here for a few months and I've only been out this back door once. I felt the sand between my bare toes. The sound of the waves crashed as they came to shore.
I sat down in the sand and took a long look on the shore. For some reason it always seemed at ease on Sundays. "Is everything okay?" I could hear Luke walk up behind me " I want to say yes but in reality it's not" I looked at him. "It's about the time slot isn't it" he asked "It's more than that" I laid back in the sand "You know you're going to get sand in your hair" Luke pointed out "At this point I don't care.
Luke chuckled and laid back in the sand with me "Penny for your thought?" Luke held out a penny, I took it.
"I feel like everything in my life is moving too fast, I just feel like everything is coming and rushing to me, every time I get back up something creeps up and I end up on my ass again, everything was going right until my sister had to show up and all of this stuff with Brittany's Uncle, it's all too much for me, and now that we're graduating in two month's doesn't help, i'm just scared" I ranted on.
I felt a single tear run down my face as Luke takes my hand and interlocks our fingers while placing it on his chest. "No matter what, when you need me i'll be here, you can always lean on me" he kissed the back of my hand while standing up and then pulling me up. "There's sand all over you" Luke began dusting me off "It's fine, i'll just take a shower" I said walking thru the back door.
I walked up the small steps and into our room. I started up the shower and began to undress as I walked into the warm shower. I was in pure bliss, the shower was where I felt free, if that makes any sense. Whenever i'm in the shower I always have the best ideas, or, I just get a sense of relaxation and that all the muscles in my body just power down. Until for some reason my muscles became tense again.
I was facing the shower head as I felt arms wrap around my waist and a chin rested on my neck. I nuzzled into him as he spun me around facing him, I had no idea what came over me but I wrapped my arms around his neck and started making out with him. I've never seen Luke in his whole self so it was kind of a shock when I decided to take a little peek myself. What can I say, I wasn't let down.
"So this shower really is big enough to fit two people" Luke said stroking my hair "Don't remember asking for any unexpected guest's" we both smiled at each other. Just from looking in his big beautiful eyes my legs already felt weak. He looked at feeling me all around and I knew the one thing on his mind, Sex.
We've waited for a while just incase something happened and shit hit the fan. He knew I was comfortable with the subject and always told me that I don't have to do anything that I don't want to. I've been in past relationships where we've done it but it just never felt like anything special.
I looked at him and smiled, "Let's mark something off my bucket list" I said as I started to kiss him with such love and passion. He kissed me all over until he began to move lower and lower and into unsafe territory. I grabbed his hair in my hands and pulled on it for support. He came up and looked at me "A little early don't you think" he smirked "Don't flatter yourself" I was out of breath.
We moved ourselves around in the shower trying to adjust "Are you sure about this" Luke asked as I was pinned on the wall "One hundred percent" I said as I wrapped my arms around him.
When I knew it was in I heaved in a gulp of air, i've never experienced anything like this. Luke was so gentle with me as if he was scared to break me or something, I didn't mind it rough every now and then. Eventually he picked me up and we moved out of the shower and onto the bed.
He laid my back on the sheet first setting me down gently, then proceeded into his forward and back movements. I felt so great to be with him right now, it was honestly worth the wait. Luke finished with a huge grunt as he laid his body on top of mine and his head on my shoulder. "A little early, don't you think" I joked while moving my hand's up and down his back "Shut up" he mumbled into my shoulder.
When I woke up I was all by myself and had a sheet covering my body. I got up and walked over to my closet and picked out some clothes. I slipped on a pair of black leggings with a black tank top and one of Luke's sweater's. I walked into the bathroom and ran a brush thru my hair and put it into a french braid then just slipped on my glasses.
"Something smells nice" I said as I walked into the kitchen and over to Luke "You're cooking?" I asked surprisingly. "Spaghetti, and don't act surprise" he smiled as he gave me a quick kiss on the lips. "So, how do you feel" Luke asked "Like a human" I joked "Feel sore?", "Don't boost your ego" I said as I took two wine glasses ad placed them on the table.
