My Heart is All Yours

1)She met an accident

"Allah [alone] has the knowledge of hour.And no soul perceives what it will earn tomorrow, and no soul perceives in what land it will die.Indeed Allah is knowing and aquinted."-(31:34)[Al-qur'an]

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Basheer'spov:-

7/12/2015

"How are you?"she asked,a small smile playing on her lips.

I just looked at her. Also it was the 20th time I came here to see her, no scratch that, to finalize my result, yes i've counted it just thinking when i get out of this troublesome disease.

Suddenly a hand kept on my thigh shaken me from my thoughts and I glanced at my mom in left. She was looking at me to answer her.

oooh I just forgot to answer her. She was asking me something.

'Are you rapted on her beauty??Don't embarass yourself infront of her. Say something now.' My innerthought said.

"Yea I am fine now, but headache is there everytime though nausea is stopped." I blurted out. Though She was looking at the file in her hand instead, we were sitting crossly.

"Its ok, Actually, looking at your overall reports this past months and your condition now, i think you're much better now. Last month we just did your surgery and chemotherapy both. It is very rare that the patient is completely out of danger. Don't worry the headache will vanish in a few days",she said smiled at me.

"So that means my son's cancer has gone??",my mom asked little excitedly.

Then she turned her gaze to mom and said "Yes we can say that. Because by doing chemo almost all of the cancer cells are dead now.But we can't say about late effects. Late effects are that side effects which comes after months or years,by doing cancer treatment. It may result very lately sometimes and lasts long . I think you're having these late effects early, maybe that's why the headache. Still you're safe and sound So don't worry you are out of danger." She said smiling after silencing her calming voice.

Why is she always smiling. I've never seen her without smiling. Does she smile on her sleep too??

That was all it took to my mom to have a dull look plaster on her face, she asked,"He is alright right? Even after all these years of suffering he still has to suffer no? Why's Allah doing this to us?"

"Oh aunty you don't worry your son is completely alright. I've only talked about the late effects that few people can effect. Don't worry your son is out of danger, this headache will subside soon" She grinned.

"Don't know how to thank you doctor . We'll always be there to make dua for you", Mom's teary eyes now gleaming with happiness like we've just won a lottery.

"Don't thank me, it's because your son is lucky. All things happens for a reason. And understand that it was just Allah's decision to test you",she said looking at me now which I returned gladly. After our thanksgiving we stepped out of her cabin.

This was most happiest moment for me. Mom let dad know about this happiest news, who was away for his work.

As i thought about everything i reminded, i've never directly thanked her. Mom did. But what about me? Do i need to thank her?