Me when I heard i got vacation and time to write on the middle of my exams😂 (the cute kittens pic)
I know so many of you've stopped reading this story just because this is getting boring or me not updating faster.But now I urge you to read because this is going to be thrilling roller coaster..The last chapters was necessary for the story to continue because it contain so many hidden future of our characters.You just need to look into it..
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What they say about time goes faster before you realize is so damn right.There was a day i told hira that I've something going inside whenever I meet her cousin and the next day she came telling to me that she told it to her cousin who I was talking about.She told me to not to worry because he said he just wanted to meet me and have a direct conversation.He didn't give away anything else at all. Not even a reaction or any other rude comebacks as she or I imagined.
Embarassment would be an understatement when I heard about all what exchanged between them by hira herself.I was so mad at hira because who in their right mind would go to their extreme cousin to let them know that their best friend is in love with them.Also i'm out of their religion.Would he come to me getting all kinds of roses rolling off in his hands kneeling on the floor to reply he thinks the same of me.
As much as tempting and I want it to be,that happening would mean the world is going to an end.I was upset with hira all that day.She didn't even ask my permission or thought how i'd feel about it.I'm extremely embarrassed about everything.Heck I don't even know how I'm going to meet him again.That is today.. Now. At this moment.
Yea time has gone by before I can recover completely from what happened that this meeting came off suddenly.When I said they've exchanged about my feelings to him,they've also set up the meeting on a particular date.That was 3 days after.
Today was after that 3 days.
"Offo,You're taking it to a whole another level aastha.Stop worrying.I know my bhai enough to know that he would never cause anyone heartbreak.If he has set up a meet up that would mean he wants to meet you to confront or ask your hand in marriage?"She said more like questioning herself.Even she doesn't know what her bhai is up to.
I took a large gulp of water on the table."Hira i want you to help me,not lifting me up to an illusion.If this is how you're going to console me I think i'm good with myself.You've already done enough for me to reach me here", My sound coming a bit harshly.That's because I'm still mad at her for doing all this.For setting up all this,for getting me dolled up and bringing me to this cafeteria.
I looked at all the people here.Everyone seemed engaged either in talking or stuffing their mouth in the dishes.No one seemed to be caring about others near to their tables,how they're trembling inside.Everyone seems relaxed and carefree.Obviously they would be,why else would people come at the cafeteria??Or maybe they are also worried of something but are showing carefree.You can't know about people and what they show outside.I feels like it's only me who can't mask even a single emotion I feel inside.All the people are good at masking.
Reminds me again I should take classes on holding up everything inside and not taking any reactions out of me.
I wish i had born expressionless.
"Do you hate me?",Hira asked genuinely holding my hands that's been trembling under the table and have went cold.Seeing my rolling eyes she continued " Ok dont answer it.But you know this I mean we both know that I'm doing this for both of your happiness.I don't want to see you heartbroken aastha.I know both of you.Bhai would never admit or commit anything,at least he would never take the initiative.And you.All these years being with you I've never seen you talking about a guy except for those rubbish or curses you throw at them often.Even talking about any good in guys is very rare in your case.So you telling me about your crush on my brother is a.... "She dreamed something on her mind I can tell by the way her eyes gleamed looking up and sighed " I can't believe myself or say it.. It's like my 2 favorite people getting together and nothing could make me more happy "
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