My Heart is All Yours

23)Welcome to our family

I woke up early today and started to make tea for me and dad when mom came in the kitchen.She didn't look at my way as she started doing her chores.I was invisible in my own home without being dead.Like usual I suppressed my hurt with her behavior.She was still upset and giving me the silent treatment.I don't know why she hate Islam so much while here I can't find a wrong in it to even dislike Islam.For her and dad,I'm still living as a non-Muslim then again she's upset with me.I don't want anyone's permission to convert.But I'm afraid of my dad's health.I don't want to become the reason for someone's death.Especially my dad's.

Talking about dad,he still doesn't know what's happening around his house.Maybe he knows and pretending to not know.Because we're too doing our great job in keeping everything secret.Thank god he hasn't asked me about them finding islamic things in my room.I haven't had the courage to open up yet.But i'm sure he'll ask me sooner or later.He doesn't know the silent treatment mom and paayal giving me.Infront of him,we act so happy and energetic.He often smell fishy but doesn't ask anything.I'm beginning to think he's also acting that 'not knowing everything' act.What a wonderful family we've became!! Everyone in the home acting to each other that now it has been difficult to find the real.

The only one completely unknown of all these homely acting is ishaan who's busy in the process of acting Ronaldo.

I wish I were him.

Speaking of the devil...

I flew over to our shared room where he's sleeping like a baby.That baby which could become a devil just by opening his haunting eyes.

"Ishaan.... " I yelled banging the door wide open.

He shuddered at my voice but still didn't get up and turned over to other side where he couldn't get a sight of me.The sight which he quote as 'just another bad day' or sometimes 'gone all my day'.

Yeah I've this sweet little brother...

"Ishaan get up now or else I would do anything that I won't regret but you'd definitely,since I hope you remember last Friday"

Last Friday was a,well the revenge day for me for the things he did to me or the threatens he said to me or for the moments he didn't obey me.I've got to pour a bucket half of water over him to wake him up.

Isn't that a nice thing to do for a sister to his unnecessary,naughty,not obeying,disputant brother??

No.I know I could've done a lot better than that.But this time I thought that'd be enough.

"Urghh... I hate you"He yelled at me as I was expecting that "Even momdad are now merciful towards me,why can't you? "

"Why can't me??Mom isn't waking you up because she isn't the one to come to that stupid meeting of your school.From the time dad's been bedridden she has to stay here by then and I've to come to see your devil teacher who's always complaining of you reaching late in"

"Eer.. Stop it both of you and let me sleep"I never got to stop my sentence when paayal grunted from the other bed.

We both ignored her but stopped talking.If we didn't,we both know she'll take the revenge any other day and man..nobody could beat my family's sleep or nobody could wake us up easily, in other words we can't stay calm if we ever saw anyone trying to wake us up. That's us.We'll wake up our own if we've anywhere to go or anything to do.

When I saw ishaan taking little steps to bathroom like a tortoise, I mentally relaxed and went to my room to change.

"Mom.....dad we're going", I said to them when i and ishaan were done with everything and was making our way to school and hospital, they were sitting at porch.