The Cube's Secrets

Troubes Are Changing

Bee - 

Sometimes it's hard. I thought one thing and he thought another.

I woke up this morning and checked twitter . . . 

He blocked me.

He said he didn't want to ruin me. But I want him to want me. He needs to know I don't care about who he was or how he sees himself because thats not who I see when I see him. He is caring and strong and humorus. I love all his traits. And if he wasn't cocky at times or competitive, I would miss him. I want him to be himself. I want him to be the him he was before this happened.

Before all the shit went down hill. 

Bayani - 

I woke up this morning. It was just getting worse and worse. Haters were coming and coming. I was ready to quit YouTube. I was done. 

I got up off my bed and walked over to my computer chair to sit down. 

I stared at the blank screen for a moment. Just thinking.

I turned on microphone and started to record. Just my voice.

I needed to be heard.

"Hey what is up guys, my name is Bayani and today . . . "

Today...

What should I say? What am I doing?

"I wanted to talk to you all about somethig important. I can't keep pushing away the truth. So I need to tell you all my side of this story. I don't care wether you belive me or not. If you hate me or not. I don't care. I am me. I am a human and I am not perfect. I'm just a normal guy. Don't hate me for my past or for who I am now."

"I am me. And I am no longer sorry for being who I am."

And I explained the rest. My side of my story. It's my time.

No more shit from Kricken or Straub or Vas. I don't want to hear Thinks name any more. If they want to become members of the Cube again, and fix the past, then I will be glad to, but I told my viewers all I know what happened. And I was going to be honest. No more secrets.

I'm done with the Cubes secrets.

Straub -

I saw his video. How he feels about me. How he hated me for everything I put him through. Was I really that bad? What had happened to us? I don't even remember why I left. Was he right, I left because he said some stupid joke about me? 

I called him.

"Hi... Straub?"

"I . . . I . . uhh . . I am . . ."

*silence*

"Sorry."

"Straub. I - "

"Look I realize what I said about you, I realize I was stupid and inmature then. Please. We don't have to be friends, I don't have to ever pretend like I knew you. I will do whatever if thats what you want. But I need an apology. One day you're gonna look at your life and rememBer me. You're gonna think of what you could have had . . . I mean Bee. I don't want to be the one who ruins that for you. Please. I am sorry."

"Thank you Straub."

And the call was ended by him.

I can sleep tonight knowing I did what is right. I don't want a life of regrets. I saw what regrets did to him. I should have never done what I did that day when I snapped at him. I might have ruined his relationship with Bee. But I did all I can do now. I hope he can change the troubles. I hope he can fix the past that he'd regretted for so long.

I'm always going to be sorry for what I had put him through. I am just glad he knows I want to be a different person. 

I was going to change. No, no. Not change. I don't want to change me. I want to be the real me. Not someone else who I don't want to be.

And when I find out who I really am . . . 

I'm gonna join the Cube again.

You just wait.

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SOOOOOOO HAPPY STRAUB JOINED THE CUBE AGAIN ASDFGHJKL; I WAS DYING YESTERDAY CAUSE I FANGIRLED TOO HARD ON TWITTER XD AND JUST TO REMIND YOU, THIS DOES NOT MEAN MY STORY IS OVER! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED LOVE YAH GUYS! <3 :D