The Cube's Secrets

Torn

Bayani - 

God dammit I couldn't just stop loving her. No matter what she does. She is so irresistible. She has a great sense of humor. And to be honest, I didn't like Kricken much anyways. I never loved or hated her. She was just "meh"...

I liked her anyways. I just couldn't disappoint my fans again. I didn't want to leave Bee because people shipped us. And I really really liked her too, but if we don't separate, I would have more people hating on me than if I don't. I just don't know.

We needed to talk about everything.

"Hey Bee!" I tried to sound accepting. I wanted to be there for her. No matter what happens, I still want to be her friend, and I hope she feels the same. I hope I didn't screw up again.

"Hi."

"I still love you. I hope this doesn't affect our... our.. Friendship." 

God damn I wanted to say relationship so badly. I love her, but I don't think she feels that way anymore by the tone in her voice because it sounds like she wants to stab me. So uh oh...

"Sure, sure it won't Bayani. I just don't know. I'm confused. I don't know how I am currently feeling."

"Well, did you mean what you said?"

"Of COURSE I meant what I said... Why would I just say something that nasty for fun? It wasn't a joke, I was serious."

"Oh." I felt scared of her. How could we have been such close friends? I thought I knew everything about her. She seemed meaner. More aggressive. Maybe I never knew her this whole time. Maybe it was time to say good-bye.

But I didn't want to say good-bye. I wanted a relationship like we'd talked about. The one where everyone but us have doubts. Distance doesn't ruin a relationship. Doubts do. And when everyone saw us, we would make them smile. Give them hope, that love is what we have. No matter how different our stories are, we would be apart of each other's stories till our stories end. That's what I wanted.

I needed to be brave and tell her everything, so I containued. "I love you. From that very first night, when I first told you how I felt and Vas came on. I still feel that same love. I still have that burning passion for you. I love you with a firey passion of a thousand suns. I love you, okay? Okay."

"Bayani."

Her voice tone was unreadable. Did I just make another mistake? Oh lord what was I doing.

I was falling in love with a girl. I'd never felt this way for anyone. And she know's it.

She spoke again before I could. "I don't think we can be open about this."

"About what?" I said in confusion, "If I am going to love you, I am not going to hide it because you made a stupid mistake. I made mistakes too. I get it. Other people won't, but I'm okay with loving you for you."

"But bayani, it wasn't a mistake! I wanted her to hear everything! I said sorry but I never meant it!"

It was silent.

"You cannot tell anyone what I just said!" It was hard to listen to her. She tried to be so demanding and strong. But I felt the pain in her voice.

"Bee, I think it would be best if we kept our relationship secret."

"It would be our secret. One of the Cube's secrets." She confirmed.

"Yeah."

The Cube's Secrets...

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Now that summer is nearing, I will post again! And damn, I hope to get this story going! Thanks for reading, glad you all understand why I haven't posted much! I love ya'll ;) <3

 

And on a side note, BAYANI'S FACE GKAJDAJKDHKAJBNKSDKJNANKJWDH I DIED! HE IS SO CUTE <3 XD