Nyctophilia ➳ Draco x Reader

Playlist

all the songs listed here are ones that really inspired me to start writing this story and represent the thoughts of draco and the reader very well throughout their whole journey... i don't think i could've wrote as much without these songs. i've also listed the lyrics that mean the most for this story, but i still recommend listening for yourself. there's going to be more songs outside this list, anyways. let me know if you like any of these songs or what you think of them! feel free to interpreting also. if this isn't your style of music, sorry!

Spotify Link: https://open.spotify.com/user/dmalfoywrites/playlist/15RPomyXaaONc74evMZXk7?si=VZaL2j8q

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i. Beggin For Thread - Banks
Strapped down to something that you don't understand
Don't know what you were getting yourself into
You should have known
Secretly, I think you knew

ii. Sex and Candy - Unions
Hanging around, downtown by myself
And I had so much time to sit and think about myself
Then there she was, like double cherry pie

iii. Fairly Local - Twenty One Pilots
I'm evil to the core
What I shouldn't do I will
They say I'm emotional
What I want to save I'll kill
Is that who I truly am?

iv. WILD - Troye Sivan
Never knew loving could hurt this good
And it drives me wild
Cause when you look like that
I've never ever wanted to be so bad
It drives me wild

v. Sweater Weather - The Neighborhood
She knows what I think about
And what I think about
One love, two mouths
One love, one house
No shirt, no blouse
Just us, you find out
Nothing that I wouldn't

vi. i hate u, i love u - gnash, feat. Olivia O'Brien
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you

vii. Skin Tight - Niykee Heaton
I don't make promises, no, I never say forever
Never in a million did I think we'd be together
Really knocked me off my game
Now I guess my mind's been changed

viii. Bad Liar - Selena Gomez
With my feelings on fire
Guess I'm a bad liar
I see how your attention builds
It's like looking in a mirror
...
Ooh you're taking up a fraction of my mind
Ooooh every time I watch you serpentine

ix. Sorry - Halsey
Don't realize how mean I can be
'Cause I can sometimes treat the people
That I love like jewelry
'Cause I can change my mind each day
I didn't mean to try you on
But I still know your birthday

x. Crazy in Love - Sofia Karlberg
I look and stare so deep in your eyes
I touch on you more and more every time
When you leave I'm begging you not to go
Call your name two or three times in a row
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame

xi. Paralyzed - NF
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?

xii. Issues - Julia Michaels
'Cause I got issues, but you got 'em too
So give 'em all to me and I'll give mine to you
Bask in the glory, of all our problems
'Cause we got the kind of love it takes to solve 'em
Yeah, I got issues
And one of them is how bad I need you

xiii. BITE - Troye Sivan
I can be the subject of your dreams
Your sickening desire
Don't you wanna see a man up close?
A phoenix in the fire
So kiss me on the mouth and set me free
But please, don't bite

xiv. Control - Halsey
And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"
I can't help this awful energy
God damn right, you should be scared of me
Who is in control?

xv. Dollhouse - Melanie Martinez
Places, places
Get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains
Picture, picture, smile for the picture

xvi. Fetish - Selena Gomez
You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Don't see a point in blaming you
If I were you, I'd do me too

xvii. Only You - Selena Gomez
This is gonna take a long time
And I wonder what's mine
Can't take no more
Wonder if you'll understand
It's just the touch of your hand
Behind a closed door

xviii. burning bridges - Bea Miller
Wishing you would tell me you're sorry
And you know you made a big mistake
Close my eyes and try to forget you
Every time I do, I just see your face
After all this shit that we've been through
Why are you so willing to walk away?

SONG NUMBERS ARE NOT ASSOCIATED WITH CHAPTERS.