Rajveer Naina (courtship and Mysteries)

surrender...

shivaanjali was there in shanjh's room....
Tears were rolling down from her eyes......
A nurse arrived there....
She heard the footsteps....
She removed her hands from shanjh's hair .....
But she was still holding his hand..
Nurse mam aap bahar wait kariye in he aram Ki zarurat hai........
Others too arrived there.....
Nurse spoke to abhi...
Kya aap log inke sath hai???
Abhi replied...
Jiii
Nurse.....
Patient ko rest Ki zarurat hai .....
Aap sabko bahar wait krna hoga .......
Mai kab se inse keh ri hu par ye sun hi nahi rahi....
Abhi stared her....
He replied......
Ah no issues...
Hum baat krte hai unse......
Hum unhe bahar lekar jate hai....
Raj
Rukiye Chouhan sahab mai baat krta hu......
Abhi spoke with a smile...
Sure.....
Raj move towards her
Shivi....
She removes her tears.....
She turned towards raj..
Her eyes were red and swollen anyone could guess she cried bitterly......
Raj was familiar with her condition ......
Raj spoke .....
WO.....bahar chale shanjh needs rest......
Shivi turned towards shanjh
she removes her hand from shanjh's hand .....
She stare him and then steps out....
Raj too looked at shanjh and left others too followed....
They all sat on the chairs outside......
All were indulge in some thoughts....
All were sitting quietly but their silence depict another language ....
Raj smiled suddenly .....and broke the ice....
Ek hi raat mai kitna kuch badal gya.......
Hum almost deshdhrohi prove hote hote bache....
Yudi Aur shanjh almost marte marte bache....
kl tak hum log ek dusre ke raaz janne ke liye ladh rahe the aaj ek dusre ke raaz chupane ke liye ladh rahe hai......
Strange......
Naina....spoke with a smile
Kl ek hi pal mai shayad humse humara Sab kuch chin jata Aur aaj lgta hai jaise Sab kuch wapas mil raha ho.....
Shivaanjali spoke..
Nahi naina abhi bhi Sab chin skta hai ab tak inquiry complete nhi hui sirf ruki hai major bharghav kuch bhi kr sakte hai........
Raj smiled.......and spoke with a wink....
Tujhe wakai major bharghav ka dar hai ya tere such ke bahar aane ka????
Shivi closed her  eyes ,she had a smile on her face but tears were rolling down from her eyes.....
Abhi
Raj is waqt rehne dete hai.....
Pls.......
Raj
Ab tak rehne hi to dia tha Chouhan sahab .......
Shivaanjali spoke in a sarcastic tone......
Ab tak naina se kafi kuch aap Jaan hi chuke honge to ab humse kya jaanana chahte hai?
Raj smiled.....
Mujhe samajh nahi aata Ki log apne apko itni importance Ku dete hai...
Mujhe tere sach se koi Lena dena nahi hai its just that Teri ye harkate hum Sab ke against use na ho inquiry mai iska dhyan rakhna kuki tere so called motive ke liye mai apne soldiers ka honour Aur pride khatre mai nahi dal sakta
Do u get that??????
Everyone was stunned why raj is behaving in such a manner ?????
Why he is so rude with her.....
Raj stood from the chair and left the place........
Naina was staring him..
Naina spoke looking at shivi
Maine ab tak sir ko kuch nhi btaya.........
Kyuki unhone mujhse khud kaha Ki WO kuch janna nahi chahte..
This was what Shivi actually wants but still she was not happy ......
She wants raj and others to stay away from her workings but at core of her heart she too had a hope that these people will learn the truth.......
They won't leave her alone they will interfere no matter what she thinks...... What she wants ....
But that hope started melting.......
It feels like she lost something today she lost her best friend raj today........
The person in front of her was major Maan bhalla.....
Not rajveer.....
She was still wondering what raj and naina spoke was true ......
They are not interested in what she is suffering through.......
Naina moves towards Shivi she kept her hands over her shoulder......
She spoke
Aap Jo chahti thi WO ho gya finally you got your privacy.....
No one will interfere in your stuff.....
Shivi was blank yet she tried to hide her expression, she spoke...
Ya of course! Bus ye Sab itna sudden hoga expected ni tha...
Alekh was confused with this sudden change in Raj's behaviour .....
Alekh gestures naina....
Naina...
Mai abhi aati hu.......
Naina and alekh left......
Abhi sat next to her.......
Abhi
Shanjh theek ho jayenge.......
Shivi.....
Hmmm mai janti hu.......
There was silence for few minutes......
Shivi spoke
Raj ne sach kaha tha na kitna kuch badal gaya na......
Kal tak hum shanjh se itne naraz the Ki unki awaz bhi nahi sunna chahte the Aur
Aaj .......aaj
tadap rahe hai unki aawaz sunne ke liye.......
Humare samne wo pura khoon.... WO chote...
Fresh tears rolled from her eyes
.........
Hum unse naraz the par unhe aise bhi nahi dekh sakte.....
Abhi too had tears in his eyes but he was patiently listening to her.....
She continued....
Kal tak hum khud chahte the Ki aap Sab hmari life se door rahe phir aaj jab raj ne WO Sab kaha to Hume itna bura Ku LGA?
Aisa Ku lga jaise Ki koi support tha Jo chin gya......??????
Ku abhi?
Abhi smiled
Raj ke itna bol bhar dene se apko feel ho raha hai Ki aapka support chla gya you have lost something?????
Par hmara or raj ka socha roz jab ap hmare sath aise behave krti hai to Hume kaisa lgta hai?????
5 best friends aaj strangers se badhkar kuch nahi hai ...
Jinke beech kabhi koi secret nhi hota tha aaj WO log ek dusre se baate chupa rahe hai..........
Jo kabhi ghanto baithkr gossiping kiya karte the aaj 5 min sath baith kar baat nhi kar sakte......
Par galti aapki akele Ki nahi hai galtiya hum Sab se hui hai par hum unhe sudharne Ki jagah aur badha rahe hai......
She heard silently what abhi said...
She spoke.....
Aapko kya lgta hai abhi hum nahi chahte Ki hum Sab phele Ki tarah sath rahe.....
Sach Kahe to dar lgta hai Hume.......
Hum jis raste par chal chuke hai waha se wapas nahi laut sakte aur nahi aap mai se kisi ko waha Lana chahte hai abhi....... hum Naveen ko khone ke baad kisi aur ko khona afford nhi kr sakte .........
Bas isliye hum chahte the Ki aap Sab humse door rahe taki aap Sab in cheezo se bhi door rahe....
Humare pass koi option nahi hai abhi.........
Someone spoke ......
Agar apni life se door rakhna hai sabko to dusro ke life mai interfere kRNA band kar do....
Agar wakai hum sabko in cheezo se door rakhna chahte thi to hmari life mai Ku involve hui?????
Ku bachai meri jaan?
Ku mujhe military ko nahi sopa?
Kyu 2 saal tak Mera treatment kraya?
Ku marne ke liye nhi chordha mujhe?????????
Ku kMA join kiya??
Ku us mission mai humara sath diya?
Ku inquiry ke waqt Hume bachaya ???????
Hai koi jawab........
Raj words made her angry......
She was already annoyed by his words and her guilt that she was responsible for shanjh's condition was hurting her......
She lost her temper
She spoke
Insaniyat ke naate......
Maine ye sab insaniyat ke naate kiya par shayad yaha logo mai WO bhi nahi hai.....
Galti ho gai thi humse.......
Little tear droplets appeared in Raj's eyes.....
He spoke in a heavy voice
Matlab mujhe bachana ek galti thi???
Mujhe zinda rakhna ek galti thi?????
Meri madad krna ek galti thi????
Matlab tu sach mai nahi chahte thi Ki mai Teri life se Juda rahu????
Suddenly the atmosphere turned...
Alekh senses the situation....
Sir mam ka MATLAB WO nhi tha........
Raj
Matlab smajah aa hi raha hai alekh........
Shivi.....
Raj Aisa nhi hai jaisa aap smajh rahe hai........
Raj
Ab bhi samajhne ke liye kuch bakii reh gya.......??
Alekh
Sir ek baar mam Ki baat to sun lijiye......
Raj
Ab sunne ke liye bacha hi kya hai alekh......
Finally there plan was working
Shivi spoke in a explanatory voice and frustrated voice
Raj ASA nahi hai..
Pagal ho gaye hai aap?
Kuch bhi bol rahe hai
Aap aisa soch bhi kaise sakte hai....
Hum apko Marne ke liye aise kaise chord dete...........
Aapko andaza bhi hai aap kya keh rahe hai.....
Raj ap hmare sabse ache dost hai......... Aur hamesha rahenge you are precious .....
U are family to me....
Raj laughed......
Family? Sach mai Shivi.......
Family se baate nhi chupai jati unse juth nahi bola jata......
Tujhe thoda sa bhi andaza hai tujhe ais ghute dekh mujhe Kaisa lgta hoga????
Kabhi socha jis tarah se tu mere sath behave krti hai mujhe bhi utni hi takleef hoti hai jitni tujhe..
Jin logo ke sath pura pura din ghuzar jata tha unse kuch lamhe baithkar baat bhi nahi kar sakte to bhaut takleef hoti hai...
Jo ladki apni har stupid baat share krti , har stupid gossip mujhe zabardasti sunati thi WO aaj mere itne bolne ke baad bhi mujhs baat chupa rahi hai ni
Ye WO Shivi hai hi nahi.......
Kya WO ek sach tere liye hum Sab se badkar hai
Dar lgta hai mujhe jis tarah Ki harkate tu ka rahi hai kahi Naveen Ki tarah hi.......
He stopped his silence depicted the rest story.........
Par ab bhaut ho gya ..
BA's kar its time to surrender now Teri aakho mai dar saaf dikhai de raha hai ....
Dekh khud ko thak chuki hai tu khud se hum Sab se bhagte bhagte ....
Bas kar aur nhi hoga tujhse........
A satisfactory smile appeared on her face she knew she lost she need to surrender but sometimes
Defeat provide u satisfaction more than ur victory.......
Chapter ends....