Inner demons

Chapter 2

Val's POV

Few minutes have flown by since Jenna went to take her bath, I've decided to let her have some alone time before joining her. My TV ended so I walk upstair and open the bathroom door. " Hey babe, mind if I join? " I ask before seeing my girlfriend uncounsious with her arm slid open, laying in a bath filled with her own blood. "JENNA !" I screamed. I pulled her out of the bath, removed my shirt to make a temporary bandage around her arm to stop the bleeding and I called 911. Luckily I haven't woke Shai up and I didn't have to worry about a baby. I looked at her, she was so pale... How couldn't I notice that she needed help, that behind her beautiful smile she was hiding a broken girl and that she was tired of living... She wanted to take her life away, to die. I'm probably the worst boyfriend ever.

I'm pulled out of my thought by ambulance sirens coming from outside, it was about time. An ambulance man ran upstair and 2 other followed with a stretcher. I was just there, useless. Everything went so fast and they were already carrying her to the hospital. Another ambulance man asked me if i had any questions. I had one, only one. " Will she die..?" I asked. The man went to a lot of answer to we can't tell but, blah blah blah... "JUST ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION ! WILL MY GIRLFRIEND DIE !?" I shouted. "There's a possibility, sir." He answered before leaving. I then went and picked up Shai who was crying, probably because of everything that was happening and I prepared few bottles of milk and his diaper bag before leaving for the hospital.

Once at the hospital I called Tamara (Jenna's Mom) and my parents to ask them if they could take care of Shai for the next few days. Not long after Shai was back to sleep so I putted him in his carseat. As I watched him sleep, I began to visualise my future. I would wake up each and everyday with my beautiful wife Mrs. Jenna Johnson Chmerkovskiy under my arm and I'll make breakfast for our beautiful children and then they'll go to school while we go to the studios and they'll grow up while we grow old and we will have an amazing life...That's how it's supposed to be ! She can't die, not right now ! She's only 23 she's too young to die! I started to shake so I grabbed the carseat and went for a walk. 

I've walked in circle for hours that seemed like eternity when I heard someone called my name, it was Jenna's mom. I pulled her into a hug and she started to cry which also brought me to tears. " Sorry" I said as I wiped my eyes. " Val, you can't always be strong... You love her that's okay to cry." She said. I nodded. Not long after my parents arrived and I handed them my house key so they could go there. "Call me if you have any news." my mom said before leaving with Shai. I sat on a chair and closed my eyes to try to catch up some sleep but I couldn't. What was taking so long ? Why haven't we had some news about Jen ! I putted my head between my hand and took deep breaths. I was so focus and in my little bubble that I didn't heard the doctor walked inside the room. "Family of Jenna Johnson?" He said. I never got up so quick. "Yes ?!" I asked. "Jenna was in a critical condition due to her blood loss so we had to do a blood transfusion. The results came in as positive meaning her body accepted the blood. She's still unconsious but she can hear you. If you want to go see her you can but only 2 person at the time please." He said before leaving us. I looked at her parents " You can go first" I said. Her mom walked over and thanked me before going to see her daughter...

Tamara's POV

I walked all the way to room 137 and entered the room. There was my baby girl plugged into all kind of machine, tubes in her nose, unconsious with bandages on her arm. Curt was as chocked as I was. The last time we talk to her she seemed just fine but she's good as hiding her emotions, she always as been... I remember the time she was 7 and she came 3rd place in a dance competition she seemed so happy during the picture, a big smile on her face but when we went into the car she started to cry, she was in so much pain. She never wanted to look weak in public and she didn't change exept she put us apart. I pulled a chair to the side of the bed and grabbed her hand. " Hey baby, it's mom... Val called us and we know what happened, I just want you to know that we're here for you and welove you very, very much..." I kissed her forehead. "I love you so much Jenna..." I felt her squeezed my hand and she open her eyes, her beautiful big blue eyes. "Where's Val..?" she asked. "The doctor said we could only be 2 at a time seeing you and Val, being the gentleman that he is let me and your father came first but we can go get him if you want." she nodded. I sent Curt to go get him and I left as he arrived.

Val's POV

"Val!" Curt said. "So how is she?" I asked "You should go see her" he answered. I to her room and Tamara bumps into me as she leaves the room. I enter the room and see my girlfriend, awake. I run to the bed and give her a soft kiss. " I thought you were unconsious!" I said. She smiked, that smirk I loved it so freaking much. "I thought I've lost you..." I said before a tear ran down on my cheek. She tried to extend her arm and wiped it but she was too weak so I layed down my face to her hand. " I love you Val..." She said. "I love you even more Jenna."