11: Sweet Blasphemy

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Sam's POV:

I woke up early the next morning and went to check my phone to see the time. I reached into my pocket when I realized, these aren't my clothes. What the hell? I looked at what I was wearing and at my surroundings when it finally dawned on me. I'm not on the bvb bus, I'm on the sws bus and passed out last night after Kellin gave me some clothes to wear.

That's also when I realized I must be going crazy, I don't have a phone, it broke after I flipped out and ran away from the guys.

I hopped out of the bunk and walked into the front lounge and saw the clock read '6:56'. Wow, I'm up early. I looked around and was confused to see none of the guys from bvb. They must have gotten up really early to be gone already. I decided to just watch some tv until the others got up so I sat on the couch and turned the tv on and found some weird show to watch.

After about 30 minutes Jack and Kellin walked into the front lounge. Once they saw me they both smiled and waved.

"Good Morning." I said.

"Is there such a thing?" Jack asked with a yawn. I chuckled and slid over so there was room for them on the couch. Kellin sat next to me but Jack laid on top of us.

"Get up Jack." Kellin said.

"Or what?" He replied.

"I'd move it Fowler before I shove your ass on the floor." I said quickly.

"Do it, you won't." He said.

"Bet!" I yelled and shoved him as hard as he could onto he floor, sending him flying off of our laps and onto the floor against the cabinets on he other side of the bus.

"What the hell? How the hell did you throw him that far?" Kellin asked.

"I'm stronger than I look and I don't make empty threats. He didn't be,eve me so I proved him wrong." I replied.

"Well remind me not to get on your bad side, or to underestimate you again."Jack said trying to stand up form his spot on the floor.

"Anyways I should probably head back to the other bus." I said standing up.

"No! You should stay!" Jack yelled at me.

"I need to get dressed, and I'm supposed to get my stuff today, I gotta go." I relied.

"You can borrow some of my clothes and get your stuff later though." Kellin said.

"If you really want me to stay then fine." I replied.

"Yes!" Jack yelled like a little kid.

Kellin walked towards the back of the bus and returned a few minutes later with a stack of clothes. I stood up taking the clothes and thanking him before walking in to the bathroom. I took a quick shower in the small bathroom and then put on the clothes Kellin gave me. They consisted of black ripped skinny jeans and a black anthem made tank top.

I liked the clothes and all but there was one problem, no sleeves. I looked in the mirror and saw the lines that were scattered along my arms. I'm fairly certain only CC knows about them- I don't think he'd tell anyone- and I want to keep it that way. I rifle through the cabinet in the bathroom looking for any makeup I could use to hide them, nothing. I cross my arms over my chest and look in the mirror, if I angle my arms right none of the scars are visible. If I can get to my bunk fast enough I can grab my jacket and slip it on before anyone notices anything.

Easier said than done.

I opened the bathroom door and looked out but saw nobody. I quickly ran over to my bunk and pulled out the jacket I was wearing last night, slipping it on. Once it was on I sighed in relief. I turned around to walk out into the lounge where the others were and was met by Nick. He looked at me sadly and when me made eye contact he glanced at my wrist.

He saw them.

"Nick, please don't tell them. You and CC are the only ones that know. Please." I begged him. He nodded but wrapped me in a hug and whispered in my ear.

"Why?" He asked.

"Everything is just too much." I replied, pulling away.

He nodded and pulled me into the front lounge where the rest of his band was.

"Hey Sam, wanna play us in Mario kart?" Gabe asked. I nodded yes and took a seat next to him on the floor. It was Gabe, Kellin, Justin, and I playing.

We put course select on random and the game automatically selected rainbow road. The others groaned in annoyance but I grinned. I was always good at this level.

Whenever I had a chance I would sneak out and go to the mall. I went to the obvious stores, Hot Topic, Newbury Comics, F.Y.E., Journeys, Spencers, etc., but I also like to stop at Game. Stop and kill some time, playing the free game trials, usually Mario Kart. Over time I got pretty good at it.

About five minutes later I had destroyed the others in the game and stood up from my place on the floor.

"Well I need to get my stuff, but I'll see you guys later!" I yelled before grabbing my dirty clothes from yesterday and walking out the door.

I walked over to the bvb bus which was right next to the SWS bus and I knocked on the door. After a few minutes Ashley opened the door.

"Hey Sam!" He said happily.

"Hey... do you guys have any idea when we can go get my stuff, my parents should be at work until 2 PM but I have no idea if my sister will be there." I said walking onto the bus.

"Yeah we can go in a few minutes. And where did you get those clothes?" Jake asked.

"Kellin let me borrow them considering I don't have any of mine that are clean." I replied. He nodded in understanding and stood up from his spot on the couch. Andy, who was sitting across from him on the other couch also stood up. They went to get ready and a few minutes later it was Andy, Ashley, Jake, and I walking towards my old address. We figured it was easier to walk than bring the whole bus so we would draw less attention.

After walking for about 20 minutes I could see my old house down the street. Just seeing the building sent shivers down my spine. Sure, it looked normal from the outside, but on the inside, it was a living hell. We kept walking and once we reached the house instead of going to the front door I went to the back of the house and climbed the gutter to reach the one window I had in my room. I saw the guys looking at me confused and motioned for them the wait for me and stay silent in case anyone was home. I climbed through my old window and landed in my room. I placed my clothes and few belongings into a cardboard box I had in the corner. I walked over to my window and signaled the guys to come over. Once they were below the window I threw the box out making sure they caught it.

I heard footsteps in the distance. Crap, someone's here and must have heard us. I quickly climbed out the window and halfway down the gutter before hearing someone above me. I looked up and saw my father.

"Sam! Get back inside now! You're gonna pay for what you've done!" He yelled. He then started shaking the gutter, making it harder for me to climb. I was a little less than halfway but there was no way I was going back. Instead I jumped the rest of the way and landed next to the guys.

"Run!" I yelled grabbing my box of things from Jake. We started running, me in front of the rest of the guys. I could hear my father behind us for a few minutes but we lost him quickly. I stopped Running after about 5 minutes and lead the guys the rest of the way back to the bus.

Let's just hope they don't ask why my father would have done if he caught us...

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