Nobody's Hero

22: Let's Cheers To This

Sam's POV:

I woke up around 4:00 A.M. from my nightmare and couldn't fall back asleep. When I woke up I almost hit my head on the bunk above mine and I was hyperventilating, my breathing way out of control. I had dreamt that the guys were using me to make their fans think of them better when in reality they all hated me. None of them cared even slightly and thought of me as a pity case and a perfect source of fans seeing them as heroes. I don't know why it scared me so much, maybe the idea of going home, or losing my friends and Kellin like that. It ended with me cutting myself till I was about to pass out but I was found by Kellin, who stood their and laughed.

The first thing I noticed was I wa sin my bunk on the Black Veil Brides bus, not the Sleeping With Sirens one. The second thin I noticed was that I didn't have my phone on me, hopefully one of the guys plugged it in. I didn't leave my bunk until I had calmed down and once I did so I went into the living area. I made some coffee and watched tv until the guys started waking up. I had also found my phone on the counter charging thankfully. Once most of them were up I decided to get ready for the day, which will hopefully keep them from asking why I was awake so early.

I walked into the bathroom with my clothes I had chosen and began to get ready. I pulled out my phone and out my playlist on shuffle so I had something to listen to while I pulled off my clothes from yesterday that Alex loaned me- I'll have to get them back to him somehow- and began putting on my new clothes. I put on a fitted MCR ouija board shirt, a red and black plaid flannel shirt on top which I left open, black ripped skinny jeans, socks, and black studded combat boots. I then straightened my hair with one of the guys' hair straighteners and brushed it out. Lastly I put on makeup which consisted of eyeliner and lipstick that matched the red of my flannel and clipped on my black choker with a crescent moon pendent.

Once I was somewhat happy with my appearance I left the bathroom, joining he guys in the lounge again. I was holding the pile of Alex's clothes and walked over to Andy.

"Hey, is there any way I can get these back to Alex?" I asked him.

"Um- I'm not sure. I'll ask him but I think they've already left for another city." Andy replied. I nodded before carrying the clothes to my bunk and putting them in one of my bags. After they were tucked away I walked back into the other room where all the guys were finally awake.

"So,any plans before the show?" I asked, looking around the room.

"Eh- just hanging out on here or in the venue, why?" Jake asked.

"No reason. But I'm going to run to the store, I'll be back in a few." I said, grabbing my phone, headphones, and wallet. I plugged in my headphones and put one in, hitting shuffle on a random playlist. I let the other earbud dangle, deciding I would put it in after I left in case the guys tried to tell me anything. I put my phone in my back pocket and my wallet in my other pocket before heading to the door.

"Want me to come with?" Cc asked.

"No I'm good, just wanna head for a walk to clear my mind, I'll bee back soon anyways. There are a few things I wanted to pick up from the store around the block. I won't be gonna long and I'll have my phone. Call me if you need me." I said before walking out the door.

I put the other earbud into my ear and began walking while listening to different music. At the moment it was Bring me the horizon's blasphemy playing.

I continued waking for about 15 minutes before I passed a coffee shop. I continued walking but decided to get a drink later on my way back. I walked for another 5 minutes before I was finally at the store. I walked inside and went to the cosmetics section, looking for what I came here for. I found what I needed,grabbing all he supplies I would need before I went up to the register and paid for everything. I grabbed the bag that contained my supplies and began the walk back to the busses, stopping for coffee on the way back.