21: These Things I've Done; Part 2

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Kellin's POV:

I don't know what happened, if I did something, or even if someone else did something,, but before I could even think straight Sam had run away, out of my sight, and was followed by Alex.

Not only do I look and feel like an ass for not stopping her, she's going to hate me even more than I hate myself for not following her, especially when Alex did.

I could put even stop myself from bursting into tears. If something happens to her then it's all my fault. I'm literally the worst boyfriend ever.

Vic made me sit down and tried to calm me down along with the reassurances that Sam is okay from everyone else but it was no use. I was still crying about ten minutes later when I heard the door open and a beautiful voice said my name.

"Kellin?" I heard, causing my head to shoot up. I saw Sam looking at me through worried eyes, her dress slightly wet from the rain that had started outside and her makeup slightly runny.

She was still beautiful to me.

"Sam! Are you okay? I'm so sorry I didn't follow you? What happened?" I asked, jumping up from the couch and wrapping her in a hug.

"Yeah I'm okay, it was just too overwhelming. I started having a panic attack and needed to get out. I don't know why I ran but it just happened." She said, clearly embarrassed.

"Sam! You must be freezing. Of course you get caught in the rain with your luck!" Ashley said, handing her his jacket. I noticed a weird look in his eyes but I wasn't sure what it meant so I chose to ignore it. Sam smiled and pulled on the jacket, a look of relief spreading across her face.

"Thanks ash. And yeah, kinda chilly out there, I should have brought a jacket but I'm not that smart so..." she trailed on. I just noticed that she also didn't bring her crutches.

"Sam where are your crutches?" I asked curiously.

"Back at the bus. I hate damn things." She mumbled.

"If you don't start using them you're gonna mess up your ankle even more and your not gonna be able to walk." Ashley said sternly.

"Yeah and then you'll need a wheel chair or to have to use crutches forever, do you really want that?" CC asked.

"Okay by now I think you guys know me well enough to know I would never let that happen... I would hop everywhere or have someone carry me. No way in hell am I being stuck in a chair my whole life. Screw that." She said, causing everyone to laugh.

"I'd offer you some clothes to change into but I think they would all be too short..." Vic said sigh a laugh.

"Oh! I'll run to my bus, then you can have some more comfortable clothes, I'm not much taller than you so they should work." Alex said. Sam seemed like she was going to say something but he was gone before she could.

A few minutes later he came back and hand her a stack of clothes. She thanked him before Jaime showed her to the bathroom to change.

Sam's POV:

I changed into the clothes Alex had given me which consisted of a lose bring me the horizon shirt, lose black sweatpants that I had to tie extra tight, and a black sweatshirt to replace Ashley's suit jacket. I then scrubbed my smudged makeup off and washed my face before drying it. I grabbed all my old clothes before heading back into the lounge area and talking a seat next to Kellin.

I got into a comfortable position and looked up to see everyone staring at me.

"Did I miss some of my makeup or something?" I asked confused.

"Um-no." Vic mumbled, still staring at me.

"Then stop staring at me. God, do I look that bad without makeup on?" I asked getting very self conscious of my appearance.

"No. We've jut never seen you without makeup..." Ashley said quietly.

"Yeah because I look like actual crap without it, not that I don't with it." I replied.

"Your full of it. Trust me, you look great without makeup, if I was single and you weren't dating my best friend I'd ask you out." Vic said with a grin.

"Um... thanks... I think." I mumbled, my face getting red from embarrassment.

"Hands off Vic. She's mine." Kellin said while wrapping his arms around me, which I immediately leaned into.

"Aww. Kells you don't need to worry. I've got my eyes on you and only you." I whispered as he kissed my cheek. I could feel his mouth curl into a grin once he heard me and I returned it with a smirk of my own.

~~~2 Hours Later~~~

"Hey guys I think it's time to head back, it's almost 2 in the morning." Jinxx said with a yawn. I was practically falling asleep from my place next to Kellin so I nodded my head and slowly went to stand up. I heard someone chuckle before I was picked up and I could tell I was being carried by someone.

I opened my eyes slightly to notice it was Ashley carrying me.

"Ash, I can take her you know..." I heard Kellin trail on.

"I know Kellin, and don't worry because I'm not trying to steal her. She's kinda like a sister to me now. But I can carry her." He said with a chuckle.

Wow. I thought. Ash views me as his sister... well I definitely view him as a brother but I never would have expected him, or any of the guys to view me as anything more than a lost cause.

Yes, because even after all we've been through together, I'm still the same thing I was before.

No matter how much I've changed, I'm still the same.

Im just a lost cause.

And that was the last thing I thought before I drifted off to sleep, only to have the worst nightmare I've had in a long time.

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