15: Love Isn't Always Fair

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Kellin's POV:

She was practically on my lap and I froze. I gulped and that's when she noticed-

She looked up at me and her eyes went wide, "sorry Kells." I heard her say quickly before mumbling something else and running out the door. I sat frozen for a little while longer before realizing I don't know where she went. I stood up to go after her when I heard nick say something.

"What?" I asked.

"I said- what are you doing?" He replied, raising an eyebrow.

"Going after her. I need to talk to her. And besides, we don't know where she went-" I replied before he cut me off.

"Yeah we do- she said she was going back to the other bus." He replied just as my phone went off. I pulled it out of my pocket seeing a text from Andy. I felt my stomach drop as I turned the phone to Nick.

"You sure about that?" I asked as he read the screen. It was a message from Andy, asking if I knew where Sam was. Without another word I stormed out of the bus. I ran around the building we were parked near but saw no sign of her. That's when I noticed someone on the hill a little bit away from the bus. It looked like they were lying there, not moving. Maybe it's her.

I walked over to the figure on the hill and realized it was Sam as I saw the cast on her leg. I completely forgot about her crutches thy she must have left at the bus when she ran out.

That's also when I realized she was awake, just staring off into space. I tapped on her shoulder and she jumped.

"Relax, it's just me..." I said quietly. She didn't respond but I saw her relax a little once she realized it was me and not some stranger. I sat down next to her and looked at her.

"What are you doing?" I asked quietly.

"Thinking..." she replied before sniffling. I wouldn't have realized it if it wasn't for the sniffle or her tone but I saw her face was shining with tears.

"What's wrong Sam?" I asked.

"Nothing, I'm fine..." she said quietly.

"Bullshit. Talk to me." I said quietly.

"I'm such a screw-up." She said frustrated, grabbing her hair in fists.

"No you're not. Why would you say that?" I asked confused and worried.

"Because I'm a mistake. My parents never wanted me, my school never wanted me, my city never wanted me, I shouldn't be here, nobody wants me here." She said, hyperventilating, I this she's about to have an anxiety attack.

"You are not. The bvb guys want you here. So do the sws guys. We need you, your one of the best friends we've had. I need you Sam." I replied. How could she think that?

"No you don't. I could leave now and you'd forget about me by the end of the week." She spoke bitterly.

"Please Sam. I need you, and I mean it." I spoke quietly, looking into her eyes before leaning in and kissing her gently.

I don't know why I did it, maybe because I couldn't stand her talking down on herself, maybe because I can't stop thinking about her, I don't know. But I sure as hell don't regret it.

It seemed to take her a minute to realize what was happening because she was a statue at first but then pulled away. I don't even know what I did wrong... besides kiss her, great, she probably hates me now and I might have just ruined our friendship.

"I'm sorry." I said quietly, I couldn't even look in her eyes and I stood up from my spot on the hill next to her. I went to walk away but saw her stand up behind me and she grabbed my hand.

"Don't be." She said quietly before kissing me again and running off. I would have chased after her if I wasn't in so much shock.

But what does this mean, what are we?

Andy's POV:

I texted Kellin asking if Sam was still on the bus with them but he never answered. I was starting to get worried so I decided to walk around and see if I saw either of them anywhere. I told CC where I was going and walked off the bus, dialing Sam's number as I went. I hit call on my phone and pressed it to my ear, it rang a few times before it went straight to voicemail.

I hung up with a sigh before I noticed something, well more like someone, or really two of them, on the hill. I walked a little closer to see who it was and saw it was Kellin and Sam. I also noticed they were kissing.

I felt a wave of emotions smash into me full force. Jealousy, anger, hatred, sadness, I felt them all at once, hit me like a bus. I ran away, back onto our bus and straight to my bunk. I felt tears in my eyes but refused to cry.

Not even five minutes later I heard the door open and someone run on. Looks like Sam's back. I tried to clear my mind but all I could picture was Sam and Kellin on that hill. I eventually wore myself out and passed out of exhaustion before having the worst nightmare I could think of.

Sam's POV:

He kissed me.

Kellin Quinn Bostwick kissed me.

I kissed him.

I've never kissed anyone, or had anyone kiss me until now. I don't know what got into me either. I was lying in my bunk when I felt my phone go off in my pocket. I pulled it out and saw a text from Kellin.

It contained 4 words. Dreadful words. Words that I don't need to have been in a relationship to know are bad.

'We need to talk.'

A/N:

Hey! Sorry the chapters so short.

With school starting soon and me being a procrastinator I still haven't finished all my summer work and need to get it done soon.

Please check out my other story 'Warped' it's about warped tour and is full of bands including BVB and SWS.

Also I heard BVB is making announcement today! I don't know an exact time but I heard it's going to be big, I'll update with it if it is and let you guys know (if there's even anyone reading this).

Please let me know if you have any ideas, you will be mentioned/credited if your idea is used (when it is used).

And please, let me know what you think!

Thanks for reading!

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