The Baddest
Every thing is slow motion, I am not a earthling motherfucker and you are not a girl, your a Goddess - Machine Gun Kelly (Kellz)
When I had got out of the shower my phone started ringing
"Yea ." Oh Of Course Ari, she probably wants to know what happened with me and Brian. Nothing happened anyway so its whateverr lol
"Did yall do anything when he brought you home" Uhhhh Here we go again
"Ari, Nothing happened. And He irritated me so Yea"
"hold on A . I got a text...." Who tf is this ?
'Hey, Its Brian. Your friend Ari gave me your number'
"Ari!! Wtf why would you give Brian my number. I dont even like him" She laughed before saying
"You know you wanted his number. and something else Uh Huh" I wish she could see me rolling my eyes Ugh.
"Bye Ari Im going to sleep" I hung up but she knew I was lying. Im not going to sleep, so I guess I'll text Brian back 'Hey, its okay Ig. Wyd '
Texting Brian itsnt that bad, We've been texting for hours now. Its actually fun, I could text him all day.
'Are you tired ?' How do i respond, yes Im tired but no I dont wanna stop texting you.
' Not really, I can stay up with you'
"Leilani, Whats wrong ?" Shay is practically yelling at me, & Its very annoying
"Nothing Shay, Im just tired. I only got 3 hours of sleep" Maybe I shouldnt have stayed up with Brian last night, but maybe it was worth it.
"Why you only get 3 hours, What were you doing...shit.!" Yes Ari and Ke'Shaun come save me from Shay. I just put my headphones in and ignore them. Today doesnt feel like my day, but hopefully it'll get better.
Since its Friday and we usually have a 'sleep over' if thats what you'd call it, Me And Shay are Sleeping over Ari's for the weekend. There is a party tonite and we are supposed to be going.
I do wanna go but my lack of sleep has me feeling some type of way.
"Lei Lei. Are you really wearing that to the party?" I mean I wasnt really feeling the party but I didnt look that bad, I had on a T shirt and leggings. Maybe I did look bad, I'll just put on make up so it'll look somewhat better.
After an hour or so, it was time to go. Everyone looked better than me but thats good cause I wanted to just disappear in the crowd of people. Matt has such good parties, but the real question is if Matt has good drinks tonight So me being me headed off to the kitchen were Matt should be making drinks.
"Matty! Hey, Buddy" Its sad that I have to play happy go lucky to get a drink, Matt being like a big brother would 'never' give a drink to a sad or angry Leilani.
"Hey Baby Girl. Not feeling it today Huh." Damn it shouldve put more into my outfit. Oh Well
"Yeaa, but You know what I am feeling. A really good drink not to sweet tho. Okay ?" He raised his eyebrow then laughed and push me out the kitchen. For the good of life I shouldnt go to the backyard. Matty is cool but some of the other Seniors irritate me and Im already annoyed.
"Lei!! Lei!! hey Baby Girl" God Save Me God Save Me.
"Ashley dont call me Lei Lei or Baby Girl.I dont have time for you"
Ashley is, no was Matt's girlfriend until I caught her giving head to Donte. Smh Matt looks way better than Donte anyway, but what do I know about black guys.
"Leilaniiiiiii wheres Matt I need to talk to him. " I guess I used up my blessing for now since God hasnt saved me yet. Ashley is going to drink herself into the grave. The drinks havent been served yet and she is drunk. I pity her, but its time to leave her by herself.
"Hey Guys....Ohh Who is this?"
Its not like Shay and Ari to make new friends at a party. But I dont even know anymore. I know I sound depressed or whatever. I dont think I am just was Dark Person.
" You must be Leilani, right? Ashley used to talk about you alot" Ashley? Fuck this must be her twin brother, well not so twin-ish, he looks about 6'2 has beautiful grey eyes and dark brown hair, He has a very toned body. Im surprised at what he looks like, Kind of weird that Ive never met him but Ashley was never a friend of mine .
"Oh yea, Thats Me..." shay and Ari left me yet again.
"I dont know if Ashley told you but my name is Sebastian." Thats a Cute fit for him.
"Sebastian why you are still here in my face" Rude Rude Rude . But Rude makes people stay away. He laughed a throaty laugh, He really just laughed like I said a fucking joke. I should have stayed home.
"Your funny. Come On" he took my wrist and practically dragged me by the side of the house. The people there were smoking, drinking,laughing, and having fun. Cliche would be Im scared but I felt happy, comfy even. I could see the past in their face but their tattoo's helped alot too.
"Guys this is Leilani but I dont like that name so call her K or Kellz." They all looked and nodded and went back to their 'activities'
"You dont like Leilani?" A raised brow made me look annoyed.
"Nahh I dont its to....Innocent for you. You arent innocent, look around your just like all of us." Im not innocent thats true, never said I was. but Im not like them. I have values and morals and Hell Im still a virgin if that counts for anything.
"I dont have time for you and your BullShit. Bye" and with that I walked away but some of me was begging to stay, it felt like home. The scary part was that I thought I left my dark past for a bright future. But They lied when they said your past doesnt determine your future ,
When the darkest comes my Demons get hungry for more.
