Save Me - 002

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Park Jimin;

The whole day seemed to fly by, we took a few hours working out and messing around in the gym, we spent the rest of the warm day walking around Seoul buying random crap. Jungkook suggested going to a café for lunch, of course we agreed with the younger member although I planned to skip it. I followed them into the café and sat next to Taehyung. Luckily the café wasn't busy, a few groups of friends and families sat around small tables. The hum of the coffee machine could clearly be heard over the soft laughter and chatter around the room.

"I fancy a pizza if that's okay with you two?" Jungkook asked as he stood up, we nodded in agreement. We all enjoyed treating Jungkook when we went out, we always have done. Taehyung pulled his phone from his pocket and begun typing yet I couldn't care for what he was doing.

Kim Taehyung;

I checked my phone for the first time today, I was having a good day for once. It wasn't often we got time to mess around and just have fun so today was a rare yet brilliant day. I reluctantly opened the message Jin sent in fear I would be in trouble for accidentally smashing one of his plates.

k.sj: Hey Tae, I need you to make sure Jimin eats with you guys, Yoons told me that he was upset this morning and there's more comments about his weight so look after him! Be back for 8 xxxxxxx

I slightly sighed, I didn't want him falling back into old habits and relapsing. None of us did. It killed us all when he went into hospital, hell I even spent most my nights researching how to help someone with an eating disorder.

k.th: Don't worry, I'll make sure he eats some pizza and tell Yoongi not to worry, see you soon! Xxxxxx

"Are you okay Jiminie?" I asked smiling, he nodded and we begun to talk about some k-pop drama that was recently posted on the internet, the conversation then took a turn to the deep and personal side but it wasn't too long until Jungkook joined us causing the topics to become a lot lighter.

Park Jimin;

"I'm not that hungry to be honest," I lied looking down at the homemade pizza, I didn't want to eat even though I could feel my stomach begging for food. Taehyung looked at me with doubtful eyes, he knew what I was doing.

"Come on, just two slices and that's it," Taehyung ordered, he seemed quite worried. I reluctantly took two slices so I didn't make them any more suspicious. I took a bite, I couldn't help but feel sick with each mouthful. I tried to focus on the conversation between Taehyung and a Jungkook instead of the amount of calories I was consuming. It didn't take me too long to finish the slices, Taehyung smiled and praised me.

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"Jesus Christ Namjoon! Just cut it like this," Jin yelled as we walked into the kitchen. Jin was stood next to Namjoon who was trying to cut an onion; the key word, trying. I walked over to the struggling rapper and pushed the end of the knife down. Jin laughed as I took a seat next to Yoongi, he wrapped his arm around my waist and placed a kiss on my nose before giving me a gummy smile.

"Dinner is served," Jin smiled as him and Namjoon laid food on the table, there was pasta and an array of sauces. Jin told us which one was which, I half filed my bowl with pasta and some tomato sauce. I didn't want to eat but I knew everyone was already suspicious so I begun to eat slowly.

The comments flooded to the front of my mind again, I could feel myself on the verge of tears out of sheer disgust, I was fat and shouldn't be eating again today. I practically ran from the table and up into the bathroom, I pulled the scales from the side of the bath and stepped onto them. 124 lbs, I could get down to 115 lbs. It's not a lot to lose, no one would notice that much but it might just be enough.

Min Yoongi;

I froze as Jimin ran out of the kitchen, his fork fell onto the floor making a loud clatter. Everyone was just as surprised as I was, I looked down at his bowl. Not even a dent was made into the small amount of pasta. Jungkook quietly muttered that he ate lunch with them and seemed fine. I nodded, at least he's got something down him today but I knew what he'd be doing. Lunch was quite a while ago so I doubt he could bring that back up yet I was still worried out of my mind.

"I'll be down later, I'll have the rest of dinner later on Jin," I said giving a halfhearted smiled. Everyone looked at me somewhat sympathetically, I hastily made my way up the stairs. Sobs emitted from the large bathroom, I knocked on the door yet got no answer.

"Bubs, please open the door," I said calmly. I didn't want to make it obvious I was upset or worried because I knew that wouldn't help the situation one bit. Internally I was absolutely shitting myself, my hands were slightly shaking out of worry.

Park Jimin;

I threw up as much as I physically could which didn't seem like much of food, just the things I drank recently. I couldn't help but sit on the cold floor, I curled into a ball and begun crying, my breaths became sharp. Yoongi knocked on the door and asked me to open it which I did, he looked concerned. I fell into his arms, I felt pretty bad that I brought him away from his dinner.

"It's okay babe, come on let's get you somewhere comfier," Yoongi softly said. He walked my into his room and laid me down on his bed, he wrapped his arm around me and pulled his blanket over us. He begun to comfort me, I was exhausted, both mentally and physically. I couldn't help but close my eyes.