"When you told me it was over, for the last time, I was speechless. Sitting in the shower, I couldn't breathe; my chest heaved up and down, my mouth pried open, but I made no sound. I cried until I was fearless; it was and still is the most I've ever cried in my life.
Do you know what hurt more than that? Us being friends and talking like it was normal. Then, that night everything changed. We were laughing and then looking into each other's eyes. Our lips touched and then that was it. Love took over, but love doesn't win, does it? Love destroys everything in its wake. We laid in each other's arms and then we separated. I slept. When I woke up, I felt happy because we were together, but we weren't; you left. You had sent me a message to say you needed one last time to hold me before you left me. By doing that you broke me and I was crying again, salty tears soaking my pillow. Did you ever consider what I needed?"
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Internal Wonders
De TodoCredits to @itssskulsoom (Instagram) for the amazing drawing on the front cover. You're my best friend and a truly amazing artist, may you go far. This book is a collection of my thoughts over the years. Experience can make for an interesting tale...
