"It's not the same. Now that you're not here, I have no one - I mean, yes I have people. But, those people aren't you. I can't have random, bullshit conversations with them because they aren't the same as you. I can't message them until 4am like I could with you because they are nothing like you - us. And the thing is, no one understands. No one understands that you were you, and I was I, and together we were us - maybe we weren't perfect, but it was all I needed to get by. Maybe you shouldn't fall in love with your soulmate because it's a dangerous game to play...and the truth is: you can't win. No matter how hard you fight, no matter how hard you try, it all comes down to the same thing: someone leaves.
But life goes on. Maybe it's not the life you had planned, but it will still be an adventure. Yes, you were my world, heck, you still are. But I need my world to function for me, and let me go and carry on fighting to be where I want to be. I haven't moved on, I never will, but the world around me continues to move; so I should too."
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Internal Wonders
AcakCredits to @itssskulsoom (Instagram) for the amazing drawing on the front cover. You're my best friend and a truly amazing artist, may you go far. This book is a collection of my thoughts over the years. Experience can make for an interesting tale...
