All my love

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Conor's POV:

"I honestly can't do this with you" I yell. It's been two weeks since I broke up with her. She still won't leave. Coming back to my apartment once a week. I can't deal with her anymore. She's causing so much stress in my life I just want her gone.

"But Conor remember what we shared for the last two years" she said reaching out to grab my hand, I let her hold it just to give her the satisfaction so maybe she would leave me.

"It was three years Hilary three" I say moving my hand away from her small soft hands. Stepping back away from her

"Whatever, what I mean is you don't just want to throw it all away! do you really want to forget about all the stuff we've done together?"she said her eyes staring deep into mine, I didn't reply I just let her walk towards me slowly her eyes never leaving mine

"Conor I'm to important to you and you know that, everybody does" she breathed her face inches from mine "and we all know, that you love me" her hands locked with mine before she connected her lips with mine.

I should have pushed her off me then, I just couldn't. Something was stopping me. It's like she has a power over me. A power that somehow drags me into her.

When I had finally dragged myself out of the trance I placed my hands firmly on her shoulder pushing her away from me making sure I didn't hurt her but still held her back

"You need to stop doing whatever it is you do okay. You and me are over and you need to except that. Move on from me like what I am doing to you" I say turning my back to her and walking off. hoping she would get the message and leave.

Which she did eventually and honestly I couldn't be happier. But I also knew in a few days fine she would be back and it will be the exactly the same thing.

I can't get her out my head no matter how hard I want to. I don't miss her at all, It's just frustrating how she manages to lure me to her

Thinking about it now and how she treated me. I should have ended it as soon as I could. But when you're in love it's a lot different and harder than you think.

I loved her. Or at least I thought I did. I hadn't really ever been in love so I don't exactly know how it feels, unless how I felt towards Hilary was love.

Because I think I did love her, for the first year or so then the feelings slightly faded as I started noticing how badly she treated me, my friends and my fans.

She isn't the nicest person in the world and so many people warned me of her but I didn't get it because she was so powering over me I couldn't make my own decision in life.

Everything was always put around her and never how I felt. And since I ended the relationship with her I've noticed it a lot more. And how controlling she was. Still is.

But that's just love I guess

"Alright what are we doing tonight" my brother jack spoke up my thoughts fading away as I got involved in the conversation between my brother and my best mates

"I don't mind,we could go out to drama again?" I suggested. I'm really in the mood for going out tonight and just having fun. It's been a week since me and the guys last went out which is shocking for us all