All my love

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"Okay so what do you think of these ones" I ask opening up a folder of my underwear shoot. Feeling a little bit awkward showing these to him. Because I'm basically naked but to be fair, he's seen it in real life so it doesn't Matter.

"Wow. There amazing" he said scrolling down the screen, looking at each picture closely, as if he's trying to capture every detail of each one. "You're actually incredible" he said immediately after looking up at me, like he wasn't supposed to say it out loud "at err modelling" quickly moving his gaze to the computer screen again

"Well, it is my whole life" I chuckle shrugging my shoulders, examining the photos with Conor. "That's my favourite" I say pointing to a photo of me leaning against the rock. A body suit and rolled up jeans on.

"Yeah? Well this ones mine" he said pointing to a photo of me on the beach, I giggled slightly knowing it was only because my bum was out. I knew he was just joking around though. Because as he spoke he had a playful grin on his face

"O-Kay" I chuckle closing my laptop placing it on the table in front of me.turning my body around to face Conor properly,crossing my legs on the couch as my back rested against the soft arm of the couch.

Conor followed my actions resting his elbow on the back of the couch, his cheek resting in his hands a small smile on his face

"Mia can we talk?" Conor asked looking into my eyes, a kind of serious look on his face instantly making me nervous. He nervously began to run his fingers through his hair as he spoke

"About?" I ask trying to relax a little more. What does he want to talk about? Maybe Kelsey told him everything? No she can't have. Ah I don't know

"Are we just going to ignore what happened at the club the other day?" Shit shit okay. The eye contact stayed strong as hell, and the tension in the room wrapped around me tight.

I opened my mouth to speak. But the nerves stopped me I didn't say anything. I just looked at him hoping that maybe he would say something.

My heart started racing knowing that I had to speak but I didn't know what to say. What does he want me to say?

"I guess...not everything has to be talked about" I shrug trailing my gaze away to the wall behind him. But the whole time, I felt his strong eye contact on me. I didn't dare look at him, worried in case the whole thing become even more awkward

"You don't regret it do you?" He panicked a little, still keeping his strong eye contact on me.although as soon as he finished speaking I looked back into his blue eyes

"N-no" I stuttered my heart beat making my chest move up and down fast "I-i just haven't really thought about it" I shrug

"Okay" Conor nodded looking back down at the computer "the video already has a million views" thank god he finally changed the subject

"Wow that's amazing" I smile genuinely feeling proud. "And that's only been what? A week" I ask and he nodded smiling at me. The genuine smile I've learnt to love over the last couple weeks

The smile that instantly makes you smile. Makes you're heart beat 10x faster just because on how cute and and genuine it really is.and how it can make you feel a tad bit nervous.

"Yeah! And all the comments have been on how gorgeous you are" he chuckled and I smiled chuckling slightly also. I love the way he speaks. The way his soft voice lightly bounces around the walls of the living room

And the cute little laugh he does at the end of his sentence immediately makes me smile.

Although I can tell,That deep inside there is something wrong. Yes his eyes shine, and twinkle even when you're in pure darkness. But I can see a glimpse of sadness. Like something is keeping him to himself