seventh grade

the h person

so a particular person whose name starts with an h has been quite rude to me. she won't let me sit with my friends that know the real me, she won't let me eat near them, and I tried to talk to one of them and she grabbed me and told me we need to get to orchestra. she's been telling people im gay, but i'm not, simply bc I asked her if it was okay if I had bi or gay friends. and she thinks it's our inside joke to pester me with questions like 'are you sure' or 'are you gay' around people, and then laugh hysterically. she doesn't understand what it's like to not be able to be with the people I barely get to see. I see jorja only in science, and I only see Belle or Maxie in the hallway. she doesn't understand how hard it is to have this giant secret and not be able to tell her bc she can't take me seriously. no one takes me seriously. i'm just a dork that wears converses and acts nice, but on the inside has deeeeeep issues that need to be taken care of. h can't keep secrets, and i'm not ready for her to tell everyone all my secrets. I hate the fact I can't bring myself to ghost her. someone please help me.