Scars (A Jaegan Fan Fic)

First day of school

A few weeks later.
*Raegan's POV*

Justin was so perfect. I just wanted him to be mine so bad but no one can know I'm bi.

I'm honestly scared for school to start. Reason being, I'm kind of a bad boy at school. No one knows I'm trans or bi. No one knows I'm soft on the inside. I'm fake..

The only reason I am though is cause it's the only way I don't get bullied. I don't bully kids, i just am not the nicest to them. But I swore to myself that I wouldn't bully kids.

This summer has been amazing, mostly because of Justin.

I know he was bullied in his old school and I don't want him to be Bullied or messed with here. Ugh worst situation ever.

Before I went to bed I got a text from Justin that made me smile.

J-hey Rae! I hope you sleep well and have a good day tomorrow! Hopefully I have a class or two with you. Ily lots! Night😊

I felt myself smile as I started to giggle. He was so perfect, god I love him.

R-hey jay, thanks you too! That would be nice! I love you most. Goodnight

I then took a deep breath as I closed my eyes and hoped that tomorrow would be a good day. Maybe I could escape the people I hang with and hang out with my real friends. I think I'm gonna try, this will be the year I'll come out.

*the next day, Justin's POV*

First day of school.

Funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnot!

No school isn't fun! I hate it! I get bullied so bad. Maybe I can try to hide that I'm trans and act straight... if that's possible.

I looked in my closet and tried to decide on an outfit, it took me a while but I decided to wear my black joggers and a flannel. I looked pretty masculine and this was one of the only shirts that completely hid my binder except for my sweatshirts which it was way too hot for.

I styled my hair and put on contacts. I was ready. I decided to pair my outfit with black vans and I grabbed my back pack as I walked out of the house.

I decided to walk to school cause busses suck and I didn't have a car cause it was back at Minnesota. Oh well.

As I was walking, I felt like I wasn't alone. I was right. There was a kid who was walking behind me and looking me up and down. Was he checking me out?

I kept walking and tried to ignore him until I felt arms wrap around my waist and turn me around. I was now facing him, he had brown hair and was very muscular and if I'm gonna be honest... very VERY hot.

"Hi my name is Bryce, what's your name cutie?" He asked as I just looked into his eyes. "Uh-Uhm.. I-I'm-" before I could finish my sentence I heard a voice yell that sounded similar.

"Leave him alone bryce!" It was raegan.

I took a breath of relief as bryce rolled his eyes "come on! You get all the fresh meat of the school!" He whined.

Raegan chuckled "then lets have him decide. Which one of us do you want to talk to?" He asked as I stayed quiet as if I was mute and pointed at raegan. I hesitated a bit but still pointed at him. Bryce rolled his eyes and groaned "fine" he said as he let go of me and pushed me into Raegan's arms.

Bryce walked away and I looked up to raegan "h-hi" I mumbled as he smiled. "Justin, at school people can be really mean. If I were you I would take it easy okay? I don't want people hurting you." He said as I nodded "but..you aren't bullied.. are you?" I asked.

He sighed "well kind of. I was for most of my life until I moved to a new school and took no crap from anyone. No one knows I'm trans. I just don't let people hurt me or get to me." I nodded "easy for you to say."

Raegan giggled and walked in to the school with his arm around my neck in a bro way. Not in a boyfriend way. Though I wish it was... I mean uh no I don't. I'm not gay!.... I'm kinda gay...yea... I'm gay.

A guy approached us and smirked "ooh Rae, whose the fresh meat?" He asked as he winked at me. Raegan rolled his eyes "you don't have a chance. Mk?" He said as I just stood there and tried to look masculine and confident even though in reality I was dysphoric and weak.

The boy rolled his eyes and then chuckled as he walked away. I finished getting my things sorted in my locker and looked down at my schedule in my hands as I looked back up.

"So what class do you have first?" I asked as he looked down to his schedule "uh..I have health class with Mr. C" he responded as I smiled "I have that class too!"

Raegan let himself lightly grin "cool, lets go then" he said as I nodded and we made our way to our first class.

Once we walked in the teacher started giving people assigned seats, he put raegan in the back row with me right next to him. I was happy about this cause I wouldn't be in the front and have eyes on me but I wouldn't be alone cause I had raegan right next to me.

The teacher told us all to pick a partner and have them write down 5 facts about you on a paper then go up in the front and tell the class about the person. Raegan immediately turned to me, this made me giggle a bit.

As everyone was getting finished, the teacher called us up by our partners so we could read the facts and then the class could ask questions if they had any.

Coming up with facts to tell raegan wasn't hard at All, I had several things I could tell about myself. But the hard part was the fact that I didn't want to tell people things that were personal or would get me made fun of.

That's the part that worried me, that my first impression to my first class at my new school would be terrible and this year would suck.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hey guys, what are the facts that raegan and Justin should have? Leave suggestions and I might use them and give your credit!!

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