49. Pushing you away

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If you want me now,
I'll push you away;
Despite knowing how difficult it was to get over you,
And how much I'll love you,
If I ever am with you.
You'll hurt me,
You'll break me,
You'll demand things I don't want to give
And you'll touch my body;
Not my soul.
And that why I won't let you love me,
I'll push you away if you come closer;
Because I don't want to break anymore,
There's enough pain.
There's enough agony
And enough broken friendships.
I'll push you away,
Because contain thorns
And I'm weak;
Weak from the wounds,
And I don't want your thorns to
Widen them.
~*~
{Not loving you isn't easy. But I know loving you will be even harder. }
26th of August,
2017.

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