Everything leads back to you (on-hold)

TAC

~*~ Somewhere in Batangas City

After a few minutes I heard footsteps outside the door.  I looked up as it swag open. "Sino kayo? Ano kailangan nyo saakin" I asked (worried look on my face) "Please pakawalang nyo ako dito" I begged.  They just stood in the doorway, I couldn't really see  who they were since it was pretty dark.  I heard more foot steps. Another person entered the room.  I tried to focus on that person, but still no luck. I couldn't make out the image. "Sino kayo?? Ano kailangang nyo saakin?" I asked again.  The figure started to come closer... the person kneeled down in front of me. (gulat) "Ikaw???"
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"Trev?" gulat kung sabi. "Ano ba to... " Tanong ko ulit. He looked away from me and jestured the 2 guys by the door to leave, closing the door behind them. "Trevor?" I whispered, still waiting for him to talk.  He stood up and made his way to the door and turned on the lights. I put my hands up to cover the bright light until my eyes focused after being in the dark.  He made his way back to me and kneeled down. He took the handkerchief that was tied around my wrist and my legs.  Still not saying anything.. he stood up and offered his hand to help me up.  I hesitated at first as I looked up at him. I finally took his hand as he helped me off the floor. "Trev... ano ba to? Sino sila at asaan ba tayo?" I asked. "Holly.... " as he walked over to the bed and gestured for me to sit.  I slowly moved from where I stood and sat down. I stared at him as he picked up the chair by the study table and placed it in front of me and sat down.

I was hoping he would tell me what was going on, but he just sat there. "Ano ba talaga to? Bakit mo ba ako dinala dito? Bakit mo kailangang gawin ito? Anong kailagan mo saakin? Please.... mag salita ka naman dyan?" I pleaded "Holly.... sorry" he whispered. "Sorry?? Bakit? Saan...?" tanong ko ( confused). And still nothing....

Me: Bakit mo ba ko dinala dito? (upset) Bakit kailangan mong gawin to, (repeating myself over and over)
Trev: Para sayo.....  (pabulong ang sabi)
Me: Ano? Pakilinawan naman (inis kung sabi) Ano ba kailanagan mo saakin? Bat mo nga ako dinala dito? (crossing my arms)
Trev: (Looking up at me) Para makapag isip ka at matauhan ka na!
Me: Ano?? (confused) Anong pinagsasabi mo dyan.. (as he started to talk)

*flash back* Trev's P.O.V

Ako si Trevor Angeles Cruz, at kaibigan ko sila Holly at Mau. Actually si Holly ang una kung naging kaibigan nung lumipat kami from the states. Matalik na mga kaibigan sila Papa at ang Parents ni Holly. Since high school, madalas akung sumama sa groupo nila. Doon ko rin nakita at nakilala yung pinsan ni Holly na si DJ at yung best friend nya na si Mau. Sa sobrang tagal nang pinagsamahan namin, naging parti na rin ako nang groupo nila. Alam ko lahat nang nangyayari sa kanya, pati yong kaisa-isang ka-ayaw at ka-agaw nya kay Mau kilala ko. Kaya galit rin ako kay Aileen kasi isa rin sya sa dahilan kung bakit malungkot at laging nasasaktan si Holly.  At sa sobrang close namin, hindi ko sinasadyang mahulog ang damdamin ko sa kanya, pero nagyari eh. Nagkagusto ako sa kanya kahit alam kung hindi pwede at walang hope, ay nahulog pa rin ako.

Pero okay lang saakin na mahalin sya kahit palihim, basta alam ko masaya sya. Yon ang importante. Ako rin ang isa sa mga karamay nya pag malungkot sya or pag may problema sila ni Mau. Ayaw na ayaw kung nakikita syang malungkot, but all I can do is be there as a friend. Kahit yon lang ay gagawin ko, para lagi syang masaya. "Mahal ko kasi eh".

After graduation nag plano si Mau nang surprise para sa Anniversary nila ni Holly.  Tuwang tuwa kaming lahat sa mga plano nya.  Kahit mahirap sa kalooban ko, masaya parin ako para sa mga kaibigan ko. "Really, I was happy for them..... especially for her". Alam ko ito na rin ang panahon para tangapin na never syang magiging akin at ito na rin ang panahon para mag move on na ako. Mahirap gawain pero sinubukan ko.