Don't Give Up On Me [Book 2]

Chapter 34

"God damn, will you be still!" Hayden cried out loud, trying to tame the wriggling toddler that was currently naked, placed on the carpet.

"Hayden, just put him them diapers on instead of complaining." I laughed at how frustrated he was.

"I wouldn't complain if he would stop moving!" Hayden retorted, struggling with the new diaper.

"Need help?" I asked and he nodded, stepping aside. I swiftly took the diapers and pinned Jaymi down, then giving him his pacifier, so he would be calm.

"All you basically need to do is slide the diapers under his butt and close them, just like this... voilà!" I said, smiling.

"I wasn't born to be a father.." Hayden muttered under his breath, looking ashamed away. I just laughed at how he crossed his arms over his chest and started pouting.

"Aw, Hayden." I chuckled, throwing my arms around him, but before I could even pat his back, there was a pull on my leg, followed by a whiny, scream like cry. Jaymi. I bent down and picked him up as Hayden groaned, obviously frustrated that our hug was interrupted. I smiled and gave Hayden a side ways hug, ruffling his hair. Jaymi screamed again, pushing Hayden into his chest, Hayden frowned.

"He angry at me or something?"Hayden asked.

"I don't know." I replied, caught up with Hayden's damn locks. Of course, Hayden noticed that I wasn't really paying attention to what just had happened, but to his curls, which hung into his face. When my eyes travelled all the way down to his lips, I saw a smirk plastered on them, he was truly beautiful.

He grinned as his face approached mine, slowly and torturing. His lips were so close, I could feel his breath on mine as they brushed slowly against mine. We were about to kiss when I heard a slapping sound echoing through the room. Hayden backed away almost immediately.

"Did that little fucker just hit me?!" Hayden shouted in surprise. Jaymi was still trying to push Hayden away and I just laughed.

"Seems like someone's jealous." I replied and started to sway Jaymi a bit, that toddler had been up now for over 10 hours straight, not wanting to sleep at all, he literally had thrown a fit earlier when I tried to get him to sleep. Still, though, I had to bring him to bed now, he was already slapping his own father.

"Hayden, will you be a dear and bring Jaymi to bed?" I smirked. Hayden was oblivious to the whole war of bringing a child to bed.

"Sure I guess."

"Great, I'll take a shower in the mean time."

"Wait!" Hayden shouted as I was about to leave the room.

"Mh?" I lifted an eyebrow.

"Doesn't he drink like.. Milk?" Hayden asked. Aw.

"Yeah, there's already a bottle next to his bed from when I tried to get him to sleep earlier." I said and ran out to take my shower.

"You little fucker really know how to piss someone off." I heard Hayden say at the now calm baby. It had taken him 20 minutes to calm the kid down and find out how to give him the bottle.

I heard Hayden laugh as I stood in the hallway, listening, while I dried my hair with the green towel.

"First you slap me, which basically meant you wanted me to back off of your mum, then you scream and probably I will have a defect later on. And now, you won't even sleep." I heard him sigh, "Let me tell you what, pisser. I hate to break it to you, but that woman you're so possessive over is my girl, so don't you dare to slap me. If I want to kiss her, I kiss her."

There was a silence, but then Hayden started to talk again. " Crazy how some crying, diaper wearing water bag like you already has so much in common with me. We are possessive over the very same woman, we fight off the ones who could mean harm to her or to us. But, Jaymi, I don't know what the hell this was about, but I wouldn't harm her, you know I wouldn't harm you either, I'm really trying here. Trying to be who you guys want and need me to be."

Silence. By now, I was standing in the door frame and Hayden doesn't seem to have noticed me.

"And I really appreciate your trying, Hayden." I said and smiled genuinely. He responded with a smile of his, giving the now sleeping toddler a quick glance. Without so much as a word he took my hand and walked me over to my bedroom.

"I need you." He whispered, pulling me close, so that our fronts were touching. With a sharp nod I confirmed that I wanted this just as bad as he did. His soft lips lustfully grazed mine, kissing me ever so softly. Soon everything got heated up, his tongue twirled around mine, sending me shivers and a pleasant wave of feelings I had forgotten over the years of not being with anyone in anyway.

"I haven't had any relieving for four years now. If someone interrupts us now, I will snap necks." Hayden mumbled as he pressed his fingertips into my waist, kissing my neck deeply.

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