School just started. I'm a freshman and going to a brand new school where I only know a few. For a girl with social anxiety, it's a nightmare. I haven't made any good friends. I constantly feel sick and tired of being at school. It's currently 6 am but I really don't want to get on the bus. Having social anxiety is horrible. It's terrifying. I can't do everyday normal things without worrying what others will think or that all eyes are on me.
I wish he was here. I'd probably feel better. I miss him and it hurts to know he'll probably never be part of my life again. I felt so safe and happy around him. Nobody understood me like he did. I bet he never thinks about me anymore.
and I feel lost again.
