XXXVI. Jess
He gave me the ring. The ring I choose for her. For him. Everything came back to me. The pain. The feelings. I wish I hadn’t seen him but a part of me was sure I loved seeing him again. I am glad he’s okay and he’s engaged. He got the girl he always wanted. But I wanted that girl to be me.
I hated him. I hated how much I loved him and I don’t make any sense anymore. Pierre is here. He’s making me happy and cares for me so much. I like him. I just feel a little less than what I felt for Jess. But I’ll learn to love him. Eventually.
