I love you Daddy

Can they bring you back?

Hi. I am Copeland Quinn and I am now 16 years old.

I don't know why I'm still writing to you.. I know you're dead and I know that you're not coming back.

It's impossible for you to come back. The crash was pretty bad. Mom said it was the worst she'd seen.

However, I feel like you listen to me. I feel like you're looking down at me while I'm writing this to you. I want you to know that even though you're gone, I haven't forgot the fact you're my father. I want you to know everything along with me.

I wish I could bring you back Dad.. I need you the most right now..

I get bullied at school because of the main Jock.. He was my boyfriend and I slept with him.. Dad, he spread it around school.. They call me a whore Dad.. It hurts me, a lot.

I never thought that I'd come out like this and tell you, but I started cutting Dad.. I stopped eating.. I don't wanna live anymore..

The school hates me.

My "friends" hate me.

I don't feel pretty.

I'm not good enough.

I get words thrown at me like fucking knifes..

Oh, I'm sorry for cursing.. I just got too upset.. It's just, I don't know Dad. I just wish you're around to tell me jokes to make me feel better. You know? Your jokes about the monkeys that you'd tell me. I liked that one, and I miss it. Mom tries to tell it to me, but it's not the same. She's not you Dad.

Thank you for listening.