maze runner imagines

insecurity ~ Newt~

 It wasn't hard to figure out that you were a bit insecure about yourself. You were the first girl at the glade, and once somebody pulled you out of your metal prison, you heard no whistles of attention, no lewd comments about your body. That really set you down in your now deep rut.

A year had passed since you had gotten to your new home, and still, you felt unwanted, not pretty, and every other thing in the book. The wound that really hurt your heart was when the newest greenie, Teresa, showed up, she was shown all the things you wanted.

You wanted those whistles, you wanted those cat calls, you wanted all of it. But it seems fate has a path set out for you, and that's the path of being the other girl.

But what you didn't know, a certain glader had his eyes on you, ever since you showed up. That glader was Newt. Newt has been watching you from afar for quite some time. Since you got assigned as a med jack, he would always try to find a way to see you while working. At times he would get a cut just to come see you. And every time he would give you a compliment. Whether it him saying something about your hair or your eyes, which always made you smile and laugh it off.

"Y/n, your regular is here to visit." You heard Jack say.

"Well hello again Newt, you need another bandage?" You grinned as you saw Newt walk in.

"Not today Y/n." He laughed.

"Then what do you need?" You questioned.

"Have I told you that you're looking beautiful today?" He said.

You laughed a bit before staring him down.

"No, really? Do you need anything? I need to tend to a wicked cut, he might even need stitches." You shuttered, thinking of the nasty thing you had an experience with earlier today.

"I just needed to tell you that." He winked before leaving.

'That boy sure is strange.' You thought as you went to go tend to that cut.

It was late, the stars and the moon being the only light source outside. You sat against a tree, staring at the sky. You sighed, it was a peaceful night, everyone was asleep, and you could be left alone with your thoughts.

"Y/n?" You were snapped out of your thoughts by a familiar voice.

"Newt? What are you doing up?" You asked, rubbing your eyes slightly.

"I was about to ask you the same question. Get some sleep, love. The stars will be out tomorrow night, it's late." He said as he sat down beside you.

"I like looking at them though. They always have a good story to tell, and besides, everyone else is sleeping. I can have some peace and quiet." You smiled, looking over at him.

"Can I ask you something?" He blurted.

"Have at it."

"Can I kiss you?" He whispered, looking in your eyes.

You didn't have an answer for him. Maybe he was joking like all the other times. Just smile and laugh Y/n.

"You're a funny kid, Newt." You smiled slightly.

"I'm serious, love." He said before going in for what he wanted.

He pressed his lips softly against yours, only for you to push him off of you.

"What was that for?" He asked.

"You can have much better than me, Teresa's prettier, smarter, and everything else." You looked down at your hands.

"Y/n, look at me." He commanded.

Once you didn't comply with his command, he lifted your chin with his hand.

"You're so beautiful." He whispered as he kissed you once more.