maze runner imagines

not stable enough ~Newt~

Newt presses his lips into a thin line, while he watches every of your movement. The way how you patch up the Glader is just incredible. Your kindness is like a ray of sunshine in this nightmare. He feels how his will starts to tremble like a wall hit by a wrecking ball.
It's like something drags him towards you even if he knows it's wrong to be in your near, but he can't fight against the desire to talk to you. "Hey, (Y/N)", Newt greets you with his best smile. You raise your head slowly knowing already who's standing in front of you. "Do you need something?"
It hurts you to show him the cold shoulder, but you know that one of the Builders is watching you right now. Matching to your thoughts, the Glader makes his way towards you and Newt. His face show the suppressed anger as he stops right next to you.
"Is everything alright, hot stuff?", he joins the conversation without your permission, while he gives you a claps on your backside. Newt clenches his hands into fists. He would love to punch your boyfriend right here, right now, but he also knows the consequence to harm another Glader. Without a word Newt turns around and leaves the two of you alone.

"Newt", your lovely voice sends shivers down his spine as you put your hand on his shoulder. The coldness is replaced by love. This is the true (Y/N) - the (Y/N) he loves from the bottom of his heart. A slight smile appears on Newt's lips, "You are late."
Not wasting a single moment the Glader wraps you up in his arms and buries his face in your (h/c) hair. Sighing you enjoy the hug, "It's not that easy to sneak away from a bunch of boys to meet my lover in the Deadheads. I did my best to come here as fast as I can." Suddenly his heart slumps a bit in his chest. The mention of your boyfriend reminds him that you are still not his.
"Maybe we should stop this. We love each other. This should be a relationship, where we can show everyone what we are feeling. The connection between us is more than a secret love affair", his eyes are glued to the ground. He doesn't want to see the sadness in your eyes. It would kill him inside.
"Newt. Please, look at me", you push up his chin softly with your fingers, "You know I want the same, but my ... boyfriend is dangerous. He's the Keeper of the Builders. Apart from this, he would freak out. I'm just scared that you get hurt." Like a few hours ago Newt's will starts to tremble. The way you look at him shows him that you really love him.
Against his sake his mind gives up to think about the situation. Without a word he connects his lips with yours. Exactly what he wanted to do the whole day. His heart skips a beat, happy to have you back, but for how long?

The Glader can't fight against his own body. Everything works against him. He carves for every little touch, every little kiss, every little second he can spend with you. Often enough Newt thought about to end this secret affair, but he isn't strong enough. You are the only thing that keeps him alive.
"Stop thinking. You're distracted", you whisper against his lips. Of course you notice how the Glader struggles with the situation. Softly you massage his shoulders, which are hurting from the hard work as a Track-Hoe. A slight smile appears on his lips. "You are an angel. Do you know that?", sighing he leans his head against the tree bark. His body relaxes under your gently, but strongly touch.
"I'm your angel, Newt", you whisper in his ear, knowing what affects him most. Suddenly he pulls you closer to him so your noses are almost touching. The Glader doesn't know how you do it, but you always manage to banish the shame out of his heart. The guilty conscience is washed away with a few words from you. It's not his fault that you are attracted to him.
"I bloody love you, (Y/N), more than anything", he couldn't say often enough these words to you.

"Sometimes I hate him that he shows us what we can't have", a young boy next to Newt mumbles mad at your boyfriend. He showing you around like a reward or something he can own. It's not a lovely way he wraps his arm around your shoulder. It's to warn the other boys that you are his.
Newt clenches his hands into fists like every day already. The anger fills him up from his head to his toes. One of the boys could stab him in the chest, it couldn't feel worse than to see you in the arm of another guy. A sigh escapes his mouth, "Yes, I know what you mean."
The Glader couldn't do this forever. He can feel how his heart tries to cope the pain. It's already carving for your touches, for your love. But his mind tells him it's wrong to see you again. How could be true love wrong, when it feels so right with you?
For a brief second you two look at each other. There is a silent connection and communication between you. That's the moment where Newt knows he would see you again in the Deadheads. His mind isn't stronger than his feelings. He needs you to live through this nightmare. There is no way he could stay away from you.

"No, you are not going away! I'm talking to you, girl!", Newt hears a familiar voice yelling. His heart slumps a little bit as he comes closer to the Homestead. You didn't come to your secret meeting, which worries the Glader that your boyfriend find out your little secret.
"Let go of me! You are hurting me!", that's definitely your voice. Without thinking Newt enters the room ready to beat up his worst enemy. The fear of death in your voice obfuscate his mind, while his anger wells up like a volcano. The strongest feeling in his chest is love. He wants to keep you safe no matter how high the price is. The Glader can't control his own body anymore.
Your boyfriend couldn't react as Newt punches his fist in his face merciless. The boy falls to the ground unconscious. Just slowly the Glader realizes what he has done right now, but there is no time to think about a good plan. Alby and a few other boys rush into the room.
"What happened?!", the leader wants to know shocked. Newt's usually busy mind stops working in the worst moment. "He freaked out and wanted to hit me. Newt saved my life", you tell them the truth. For a brief moment Alby looks at you searching for a sign of guilt even if he believes you. The Keeper was always a violent and angry boy. "Bring him away. Good job, Newt", the leader puts his hand on his shoulder friendly.
The other boys take care of your former boyfriend, who is still knocked out. Just the two of you are still in the room. Without a word you throw yourself in his arms. The Glader strokes your head softly still not realizing that this nightmare is over now. The Keeper will be banished so you two can be a couple finally.
"Thank you so much. I love you", you mumble against the cloth of his shirt. It's funny how love can show you what you would do for your loved one. Newt was never the violent type of boy, but he would kill everyone, who dares to touch or hurt you. The love to you has changed him, but in a good way. It makes him somehow stronger.
"I love you, too, my angel", Newt places a kiss on your head.

A/N just to let you know guys your also welcome to read my other stories :)