Start Over

3 // Heartbreak Girl

I felt bad not talking to Niya for a month. I knew I'd find her at the field. "ITS NOT ALWAYS GONNA WORK".. I didn't know what was going on, but what I did know was shit went down between them. I turned the corner and ran into Niya. She started to apologize but stopped. "Niya ! Wait I'm sorry!" She didn't look back.. I ran after her.. "Look, talk to me please.." "I've tried and tried to Ashton. And you wouldnt talk to me then, so why should I talk to you now?!"
Niya-
He just stood there and didnt say anything. "Exactly.." I started to walk away when he grabbed my wrist pulled me into his chest. He just stood there hugging me.. "I'm so sorry.. You shouldn't talk to me.. You shouldn't even be friends with me.. I mean I wouldn't after the way I've been acting.. I-I'm just sorry.." All I wanted to do was stand there and never let go of him. He was always there for me in my lowest times.. And now I have him back.. "You're right.. I shouldn't talk to you.." I pulled away from him and seen the hurt in his eyes.. "But that doesn't mean i won't.." I half smiled and so did he.. "But really Niya I'm-" I cut him off. "I don't want apologizes .. I just want my best friend.."
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Ashton-
"So.. How bout a pick up game?" "I was thinking more of Pizza and a movie..?" "That's even better." I started to walk off when she jumped on my back. I almost fell over but caught myself. We both started laughing at each other. She buried her head into my next trying not to laugh.
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"I'm gonna order the pizza." "I'll get the movie." I ordered the pizza and Niya went up stairs to find a movie.
-Niya
I was looking for a movie when Alec called me. "Hello." "Look I'm sorry it wasn't even like that .. I swear.. I wouldn't do anything to hurt you.." "But you did Alec.. And it wasn't the first time either.."
Ash-
I walked up stairs as I heard Niya on the phone with Alec. He treats her so bad .. "Look.. If it means anything to you, meet me at the skatepark tomorrow morning and we'll talk." I heard her put her phone down. "Everything okay..?" "Always.." I could tell she was lying but I didn't pressure her with it.. -- "PIZZAS HERE!" We raced down the stairs like always. "I'll pay" she shoved me out of the door way and paid the guy. -- We just laid there all day watching movies and eating pizza.
Niya-
It finally felt good to have him back.. I checked my phone and seen it was 11:30 .. "Uh. I should probably get going.." He sat up and walked me to the door. I gave him a hug and walked out. -- "mom.. I'm home.." I looked all around and no one was home. It wasn't like them.. I checked the counter and found a letter. "Shay, we had a business trip.. We'll be back on Tuesday. I left my bank card in case you need anything. We love you." Great.. So I'll be home alone for a week. My phone vibrated. "Hey.. What's up..?" "We should talk.. Like now.." "Well you can come over.. Ill be home alone for a week.." "Yeah I'll see you in a few." I hung up and got changed into a baggy Tshirt and spandex, when there was a knock on the door. "Hey.." I kissed him as he walked in.
Ashton-
I looked out my window and seen Alec and Niya talking. I could see she was getting pissed.. I hate the way he treats her. I was about to walk over when I heard him talk about me.
Niya-
"You're always spending your time with Ashton! You never spend time with me.." "Oh so I can't spend time with my best friend, but you can run off and fuck what I thought was a friend ?! Pretty fucked up Alec." "I WAS DRUNK AND IT DIDNT MEAN ANYTHING!" "You still did it!" "I wouldn't have to fuck other people if you'd just loosen up and have sex for once!" I couldn't believe he said that.. "Then fuck it! It's over. I'm not gonna sit here and sell out my body to someone I don't love anymore!" I pushed him out the door and locked it.
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It's been a week since I left Alec.. I can't believe he got over me that fast.. I met up with Ashton.. "I-I can't get over the fact that he's already over me.." "He's not worth it Niya.. He always treated you bad.." "At least you haven't.. 😔 he treats me so bad, and you're always so good to me.." He went speechless.. I turned and laid my head in his lap. He ran his fingers through my hair to calm me down and stop me from crying.
Ash-
I did all I could to make her feel better.. Maybe I'd have a chance to make her mine.. But I knew it was too soon.. "Maybe you should just move on.. I mean it's best for you.." "But it's not that easy.. I did love him.. I just kinda fell out of love with him.. If that makes sense..
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It's been a week, and she still isn't over him completely.. She was crying as we started walking home.. It started raining and she didn't have a jacket.. "Here.. Wear this.." "Ash.. You're gonna be cold.." "I'll be fine.." It went silent for a while and I heard her sniffling.. "Look at me.." She turned around.. "He's not someone to cry over. It's his loss.. Not yours.. He was a beet down.. And you- you're a fucking queen.. There's a million people out there who want to be with you but probably could never tell you.. You have more opportunities for people who will actually love you and not just say it.. They'll mean it too.." By now we were at her house.. "Who would want me ..? I'm just a huge mess.. There's no one out there who could possibly want me.. " She started opening her door. I pulled her back and grabbed her face and kissed her. "Me."