Start Over

12 // Want You Back

Ashton-

"Out of all the people in the world, you are the absolute last I thought would be standing at my hotel door." I wasn't sure what to do. "Ash, look-" "No Shay! Seriously, what are you doing here?" I scratched the back of my neck. "I- I came to say sorry," she wiped a tear from her face. "What I did was wrong an-and-" I scoffed and she stopped talking. "Yknow what, never mind." She turned around and started walking away. "Shay wait," I grabbed her wrist and pulled her in.

She reluctantly wrapped her arms around my waist. I picked her up and carried her inside setting her down on the couch next to me. "You were saying," I chuckled at her and she smiled. "My mum," she wiped another tear.

Shaniya-

"She's the reason we broke up. She was afraid of me getting pregnant so she wanted me to leave you. She blamed it on Phoenix, but she was afraid of me repeating her past." I was playing with Ashton's fingers. He intertwined our hands and kissed my forehead. "I'm sorry,"

I looked up at him confused. "What are you sorry for?" His eyes were glossy and he was displaying an apologetic look on his face. "I don't know.. Everything I guess.." "You didn't do anything wrong.. It was my fault." The feeling I have inside of me, in the pit of my stomach, was nothing compared to how I felt around anyone else. This feeling was different. It wasn't just a feeling of happiness. It was a mix of love and lust, with a hint of passion. How I feel now, is how people feel after having sex for the first time after marriage.

I felt his face inching closer to mine. His hot breath against my face, and His lips inches above mine. I've kissed him a million times before, but this time I was afraid. I craved having this boy in every way possible. We were just sitting there. We weren't moving or talking. His face hovering over mine. I put my hand on the back of his neck. My eyes flickered from his hazel green eyes, to his lips. "I'm sorry for what I'm about to do.." Before he could say anything, I smashed my lips onto his creating some force of attraction.

I moved one of my legs so I was straddling him. His hands were resting on my hips as mine were on his neck. I broke the kiss and rested my forehead on his. "I love you." I felt a tear fall on my thigh. I sat back more and looked at Ashton. I interlocked my hands behind his head resting my arms on his shoulders. "Babe, what's wrong?"

Something shifted inside of him. His eyes turned from sadness to dominance to hatred. I rolled over and got off of him. "Ash what's wrong?" He looked up at me with sadness in his eyes, yet again. "I'm sorry." Before I could say anything it was his turn for dominance. He grabbed my waist and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his torso. Not breaking this kiss, he laid me down on the bed. He Pinned my hands above my head and kissed down my neck leaving hickies here and there.

He found his way to my soft spot causing a moan to escape from my mouth. He kissed me again as he pulled my shirt over my head. We heard a key in the door and I immediately put my shirt back on and stood on the other side of the room.

"Come here. They know you're here." Ashton walked over to me and kissed my forehead as the door opened revealing Calum and Jaylynn. "Someone worked it out." Ashton laughed and hugged Jaylynn. "Ash, we gotta go to rehearsal." He rolled his eyes playfully and gave me a kiss then left.

I looked at Jaylynn and she gave me that "what happened" look. I laughed as I threw a pillow at her. "Nothing happened." "Bullshit. Something was happening." I felt the heat rise on my cheeks, so I covered my face. "Oh my god. Did you?" "No, you guys interrupted us." I got off the bed and went to the bathroom. "I'm gonna take a shower, get ready. We have to leave in an hour." I closed the bathroom door and turned my music on.