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Imagine #4

{Alex Karev- I'm a Mess}

Oh I'm a mess right now
Inside out

You sit outside letting the rain pour over you soaking you.

Searching for a sweet surrender
But this is not the end

Alex, Alex Karev. This is his fault. Not because he did anything but because he didn't.

I can't work it out

You both screwed up but you couldn't take it anymore! His flirty ways, leading you on then not kissing you.

How going through the motions
Going through us

You were stupid. He's your superior. You are nothing but the gum at the bottom of his show. But so was she. What does she have that you don't?

And oh I've known it for the longest time

Jo Wilson where do I even start. I knew she had no boundaries but she knew!

And all of my hopes
All of my own words
Are all over written on the signs
But you're on my road
Walking me home

Seeing her and him together hurt so much more than you were willing to admit. You had known Alex since you two were children. Now you work together at Grey-Sloan memorial together and he still can't figure out that you smile differently around him or that you laugh just a little bit harder. How can he not see!

See the flames inside my eyes
It burns so bright I wanna' feel your love

I can't believe him! I just wanna be the girl for him.

Easy baby maybe I'm a liar
But for tonight I wanna' fall in love
Put your faith in my stomach

You hear footsteps running towards you your already drenched but your eyes give away that you've been crying.

I messed up this time
Late last night
Drinking to suppress devotion
With fingers intertwined
I can't shake this feeling now
We're going through the motions
Hoping you'd stop

"(Y/n)! I'm sorry she came on to me I couldn't stop her."

"Alex it doesn't matter we aren't together."

And ohhh I've only caused you pain

"But if I want us to be?"

I know but all of my words will always below
Of all the love you spoke
When you're on my road
Walking me home

"Guess you should have thought about that..."

See the flames inside my eyes
It burns so bright I wanna' feel your love
Easy baby maybe I'm a liar
But for tonight I wanna' fall in love
Put your faith in my stomach

"Don't say that!"

"I can't trust you Alex! I can't trust us. I can't trust myself..."

And for how long, I love, my lover
For how long I love my lover
And now, now, for how long, long I love my lover
Now, now, for how long, long I love my lover

"I love you (y/n)!"

Now now, for how long, long I love my lover (and I feel loved)
Now now, for how long, long I love my lover
I feel it all over now, now and I feel loved
Now now, for how long, long I love my lover
Feel it all over now, now, and I feel loved
Now now, for how long, long I love my lover
Feel it all over now, now, and I feel loved
Now, now, for how long, long I love my lover
Feel it all over now, now, and I feel loved
Now, now, for how long I love my lover
Feel it all over now, now, and I feel loved
Now now, for how long, long I love my lover
Now now, for how long, long I love my lover

The rain falls harder and harder.

His words ring in your ears.

Love? Such a strong word. I won't fall for this anymore.

You lost your chance Alex.

You walk away towards you car, feeling his eyes burning the back of your head. You stop and turn.

"Your a mess, I'm a mess. But, two wrongs do not make a right."

You get in your car and speed off.

I'm a mess...

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Song~ I'm a mess ~Ed Sheeran~

Should I start writing imagines like this or the more common way? Comment what you think! 😁