Why I Did It (Lauren/You)

Wake up

"How is she?" I heard My band mate ask. She places a hand on my shoulder and I played with the bracelet on my wrist. "She had a seizure an hour ago. I haven't went back in there since" I mumble. A tear rolled down my cheek. Normani sat down beside me, grabbing my hand. "She's going to be ok"

"Why did you come here?" I ask looking up at her. "I wanted to see how the both of you we-"

"Don't lie" she sighs "we have a show tomorrow. I came to pick you up" I shook my head holding the notebook to my chest. "I'm not going" I mumble. "What?"

"I said I'm not going Normani! Now leave" I looked down. she sighs squatting down to my level so I can look at here. "I know how you feel. I know that your hurting-"

"Hurting don't even describe how I'm feeling right now" she licks her lips. "I know. But Lauren you don't even know this girl" I clenched my jaw "are you really going to miss a show to stay with someone that you barely know"

"Get out of my face"

"I know that you don't want to hear none of this. But you have to leave. Our fans spent so much money to see us. You can't cancel on them"

"They didn't come for just me-"

"You're right. They came for us. They want to see all 4 of us. Don't disappoint them for some girl who's probably not going to m-" she stops herself "look Lauren we have t-"

"Get out of my face and leave"

"No...I can't leave you he-"

"I SAID GET OUT OF MY FACE AND LEAVE!" I yelled pushing her back making her stumble back. She looks at me in disbelief. I stand up and walked to the elevator. "LAUREN!" She yells I walked inside and hit number 7.

"ARE YOU SERIOUS LAUREN! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY TO THE FANS!?" The elevator closes. More teases fall from my eyes.

The elevator open and I walked out.  I went into the room to see Y/n still asleep. I climb into the bed with her and laying my head on her shoulder. A sob left my mouth. "Please wake up. I need you!"

"I need you" I repeat.

I laid there crying for almost an hour until I fell asleep hugging the sleeping the girl. I went sleeping thinking that maybe if I go to sleep than wake up that the girl that I fell in love with will be awake.

"Ma'am excuse me" I felt someone tapping my shoulder. I looked back to see a nurse. "Yeah?"

"I have to take some blood you have to get up" I rubbed my eyes slowly getting off the bed. I stared at y/n. She wasn't awake and it crushed me.

"Have there been any changes?" I ask the nurse who were opting the alcohol pack. "No ma'am everything has stayed the same. I'm sorry" I frown. "D-do you think she'll wake up?" She placed the needle in the girl arm. "Hopefully she will. I know she's a fighter" I walked out the room and went into the bathroom.

I pulled my pants down and squatted over the toilet doing my business. Once I finished, I washed my hands and looked in the mirror. My hair was messy and my eyes were extremely red. I looked a mess.

It's been a weeks since everything happened. Just the thought of y/n not waking up kills me.

I walked out the bathroom and went back into the room and grabbed my phone. The nurse wasn't in the room anymore. I sat down in the seat. And went to my messages. I had several of messages from the girls. A couple from my mom and dad and siblings.

I went to Normani contact.

Lauren: I'm so sorry about last night. I'm under a lot of pressure and I don't think I'm ready to go on stage and perform for everyone. If I hurt you just know that it wasn't my intention. I love you and have a nice show 💕.

I ran my fingers through my hair staring at the girl. I'd love to see her stir or hear a snore come out her mouth. I'll even love to hear a fart. All those signs means she's ok.

I just want her to open her eyes so I can see them. I want all of this to be over. I want everything to go back to normal.
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"Lauren can grab my phone off the table for me?!" Dinah yells from out the hotel bathroom. "Yeah!" I roll off the bed and walk to it grabbing it and handing the phone to Dinah.

I got back onto the bed laying on my stomach and grabbing my phone. I notice there was an unknown message I clicked on it.

Unknown: hi I know you don't know me but I'm bored so can we talk?

Unknown: if you're an old man or anything older than 21 don't reply

Lauren: do you usually text random ppl?

Unknown: all the time 😊

Lauren: that's a bit dangerous don't you think?

Unknown: eh. I live for danger

Lauren: not really smart but ok

Unknown: I'm y/n you?

Lauren: I don't know if I should tell you. You might be an old man

Unknown: lol trust me I'm not an old man. I'm actually no where near old.

Unknown: *selfie*

Unknown: that's me 😊

My breathe gets caught in my throat. And my eyes widen. She beautiful.

Lauren: wow you're definitely not a 70 year old man and I'm Lauren lol

Y/n: told ya 😊

Lauren: you're extremely beautiful too

Y/n: I get told that a lot lol

Lauren: geez You could've said thank you

Y/n: 😂😂 sorry

Y/n: thank you Lauren

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First day we ever talked to each other. We talked for hours until I had to get ready for a show. I wish I could get a text from her now.

My phone buzzes in my hand. I look down

Normani: it's ok. I shouldn't have tried to force you. Stay as long as you need. I'll cover for you. Love you too 😘

I placed my head in my hands....